"Looks like you're his next victim."
"Jesus Nova, didn't your mum ever warn you about creatures like me?! I'm not good for you and I'll end up ruining you or killing you!"
He wasn't human. There was nothing human about him. His blood was cold and hi...
Here's the second part, also a very very long chapter so brace yourselves!
"I'm tired of running away But I turned this town upside down And I never found another like you God turned off all the lights"
"I didn't know any other way I didn't know any other way I didn't know any other way I didn't know any other way"
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Harry
"Nova, I think you're just drunk."
I stare at the city in front of me, letting the silence build between us due to my sudden breakaway. My lips still tingle from the feel of her velvety lips being on mine, the sweet taste of her skin lingering on my tastebuds as I try my best to avoid her befuddled glare by focusing on something in the distance.
I've wanted to kiss Nova for what feels like a lifetime, not even knowing that one day I would have the pleasure of doing so, but in this moment I feel stuck thinking this was a mistake. Not only is she drunk and high, but I don't necessarily trust myself with becoming this close to her. I can be a selfish asshole sometimes, but with her I can't be, as much as I would like to push away my thoughts and just say fuck it, I know I can't.
There's nothing in this world I want more than to passionately kiss Nova, to feel her tongue graze against mine and hear her whimper and moan against me as I discover every inch of her body with my mouth, but I can't. I can't do it.
I'm not at the point where I can control myself in a way that I won't hurt her. I can't take the chance of hurting her with my hands, to make her cry out in pain over my demonic episodes just for her to despise me in the end and have her sanity crumble at my feet.
If I'm being honest I don't think I ever deserve to have the warming feeling of love and comfort from anyone. I definitely don't deserve to have Nova's intimacy and tenderness, I'll ruin her and she'll eventually wither into dust and become another voice inside my already fucked up head. I wouldn't be able to keep myself going if I did hurt her, I think it would just be easier to remove myself from Earth at that point, to never have to hurt anyone else. Who knows, maybe I should've done that after her.
"I-I'm not that intoxicated. That doesn't change the fact that I still wanted you to kiss me," she whispers next to me, now sitting up and staring a hole into my head as I shut my eyes, hearing the pain in her voice.
I shake my head and keep my head turned away from her, not bothering to look at her. Just one look at her and I could crack, I have to be firm and keep my distance from her, I never should've done this. What a huge mistake.
"No, Nova. It was a stupid omission, I never should've kissed you," I spit out flatly, hating myself as soon as I tell her, but knowing that this is the best way to push her away from me.
