Part 45: I Want

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I want to laugh,
And I don't need you to tell me a joke.

I want to cry,
But I don't need your ignorance.

I want to scream,
But I don't need to feel the stress.

I want to dance,
Make no music play, please.

I want to dive into the waters,
But I don't need people to cheer for me.

I want to write,
But I don't need you to read all of it.

I want to sing,
But I wouldn't like you listening.

I want to live,
Without a life.

I want to live,
And just be invisible.

I want to live,
And unnoticeable.

I want to live,
All alone yet never alone.

I want to live,
But life's too hard.

I want to live,
And hopefully, I can make it easier,
Can't I?

~Ash.

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I'm sorry, I couldn't update on Tuesday.

Have you ever felt like living a life without a life? It's a weird question but it's been stuck on my mind for a long time.

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