Unplanned Plans ◤𝓕𝓸𝓻𝓽𝓱𝓚𝓲𝓽 ◥

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"Jet told me what happened.. What's wrong babe?"

"That's nothing Beam.. I'm driving now. I'll see you on Monday.."

"Monday? I thought you'll be back tomorrow?"

"Our classes were cancelled for tomorrow. It's a long weekend."

He.. didn't told me ahead.. he usually does..

"Hello.. still there?"

"Y-Yeah.."

"I need to hurry back.. Don't forget to eat.. Bye.."

He didn't even wait for my response.

Forth became extra busy now. He's not saying much and avoided deeper conversations with me. He'll stay the night but too busy on his projects and reviewing. Later, I found out that he's doing advance studying and rushing his projects.. That's amazing.. really.. he used to do that everytime I have upcoming breaks or after exams so we can relax together, but now..

But now..

He's.. really dedicated building his future with Kit and their baby.. I guess..

I tried to calm down.

Crying won't make my fucking sheets and bullshit assignments answer itself but..

I miss my Forth. I miss the man who never gave up on me. I miss the man who proved that I can trust my life with someone. I miss the man who defined that love can lasts. I miss the man, who made me feel that I can love and be loved..

Now.. all his changes were slowly crumbling my hope for us..

There are even times when I can't help but think that maybe, when his parents allowed us to be together, they knew this will happen eventually.. and it is to serve as my punishment..

To witness the one I love gradually drifting away in my arms.

I knew Kit so well..

He's my first love.

That will never change.

He's my Kitty who prioritizes others, never greedy, thoughtful, careful, caring and understanding.. He can be less sensitive about himself and deeply insecure, a total opposite of me.. but we've always been partners in crime, well, and in bullying Pha..

Now I miss us too..

Our friendship since diaper years.

I'm honestly afraid he'll get stress of seeing us again and collapse like the last time we met.. We then silently agreed that meeting Kit now is not good for him and his baby.

I checked my phone again, I keep scrolling for almost an hour, Forth supposed to be home now but there's still no message from him.