Parts of Falling In Love

Nose

Katie

September 18, 2016

You were sitting on the bench, head laid back and arms crossed. 

I stood a feet away, watching how your squinty eyes captured the sun that was lurking behind the clouds and how it leaves a faint, miniscule smile on your face.

A floating feeling circled beneath my stomach as I tried to wrap my head around it all.

It has been almost a month since we started hanging out- library, park, malls, coffee shops, fast food chaiins, restaurants, couches- just the two of us.

It has been a month since I last thought of nothing else but you. You were on my mind before I sleep, whenever I dream, and the second I wake up. A smile never fail to escape me every time you cross my mind, at a random second, each and every day.

Do you ever think about me, Kristof? Wonder how my day was going?

Do I ever cross your mind as often as when you cross mine?

What are the random things that remind you of me?

I wanna know.

I know I have a lot of questions for you. Nothing interests me more than knowing what is going on in your mind, when you're eyebrows are furrowed, when you zone out while watching TV, or whenever you pause while doing something. I wanna know.

As chessy as it sounds, or perhaps, insane, there are days when I think I'm losing my mind, that I'm too crazy about you, about how you make me feel.

I wonder if I ever made you feel the same way, made you happy from sunrise to sunset, dawn til midnight.

You may think I could be suffering from obsession.

Don't worry. I still continue some hobbies to keep my mind away from you... sometimes.

You can't blame me. Anyone who finds their happy pill will surely get a hold of it and get addicted to it. Not saying I'm addicted to you. Just saying that, I think you are my happy pill and I don't wanna lose you.

I don't wanna lose you again, Kristof.

"Should I wipe that drool on your face?" You chuckled then hugged me, catching me off guard. "How long have you've been standing here?" You gave me a ridiculed look.

"I, I was just... wondering if you put a spell on me or something," I joked then laughed at how you crinkled your nose and looked at me like I was the weirdest thing you have ever seen.

"I'm pretty sure you're the one who put a spell on me." Your eyes narrowed on me.

I grazed my finger from the bridge to the tip of your nose then whispered in your ear. "Yes, I made you look charming. You should thank me." I giggled and you buried your face on the side of my neck to give me a peck, I think, but I squirmed out of your hold, tickled by the feeling of your growing beard.

You tried to run after me but you tripped, face down. I laughed my heart out as I helped you get up.

"Weakling!" I teased as you pinched your nose, and said that you think it's broken and that it's bleeding. "Are you gonna go cry now big baby?" I joked. You took a step closer to me and in a blink you let your nose graze my lips.

"Feels good now," you grinned and I felt my face turn into a tomato.

 This can't be love, can it?

It's just infatuation, isn't it?

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A/N:

Hello Watty family, I have been busy but now I'm back :D Please let me know what you think of this chapter... I was so inlove and confused when I wrote this haha Anyway, I'll update as soon as I can. Thanks guys, I missed doing this <3