im thinking about making a DUPER kinky chapter soon, anyone down for sub Levi?
----3rd pov:
Levi watched her. Nearly everyday, he pulled the same routine. It was embarrassing, he maybe even hated her for it.
He hated how pretty her smile was, or how well she got along with everyone- especially other men. How people wooed over her, and in her spare time, she would read books in the library. He hated how polite she was, and how dedicated she was to everything the cared for.She made life look so easy to him. As if she was never affected by death or pain. He loved watching her beautiful (E/C) orbs light up in the face of determination or wonder. Everything, every single thing, he loved it, and hated it all at once.
Perched upon the edge of table at dinner, now, she had been conversing with other cadets that ranked below her. Eren, Armin, Jean, and Annie, to be exact.Both Jean and Eren stared at her in wonder as she moved her hands, explaining something she had clearly been interested in. Levi hated how when she'd laugh her beautiful laugh, she'd tap Eren's shoulder slightly.
Everyone within a 10 foot radius of her was blushing at all times. Who wouldn't? She was kind, smart, beautiful, elegant, everything Levi wanted.He never understood how someone like her could be so attractive. She was loud, too. Obnoxious morning person, constantly worrying for others than herself, it made him angry. Hanji knew of his crush and would silently mock him, but he never felt shame. He only felt inebriated.
1st person:
I watched Levi closely as he sipped on his hot cup of morning tea. He looked tired, but still as stoic as ever.
Eren had been talking, but I wasn't listening. I would try to stay in the conversation, but my infatuation with the captain had taken over my cognitive abilities.Eren then touched my hand, his were rough and cold compared to my warm, soft ones. I pulled back from him, re-entering the conversation.
"I'm sorry, what?" I asked, rubbing against the area he had touched. Eren only smiled along with Armin, who had watched me zone out at least five or six times by now."Are you excited for tomorrows mission? You get to assist the captain, correct?" He smiled, ever so slightly peering to Armin. I laughed a little. Tomorrow I would begin my shadowing of the captain to become on myself, which I didn't mind. My feelings would never be returned, so why concern myself?
"Well, yes. Also a bit nervous. That's okay though, Hanji says it's only natural." My reply was soft, Jean now looking over to me.
"Gosh, (F/N), you're so admirable!" He nearly yelled, catching the attention of nearby people. A heat rose to my cheeks, then I waved him off.The next day I had woken with a fiery determination for myself. I would do amazing, and face Levi as if I did not harbor a school girl crush on him.
I don't think he would humor my feelings if finding out, but my pride was weary.
Styling my hair as normal, I left, heading over and out to the court yard where i had been told to meet Levi.We had barely talked, if at all.
I was on Hanji's squad, so most of our conversations took place while delivering papers or asking favors of Hanji.3rd pov:
Levi watched her, as he always did, walking up to him in the field. He had been sitting, sipping hot tea and reading from a book Erwin suggested about romance.
Her hair swayed in the wind beautifully as she nervously made her way to the table. He looked attractive, a natural.
Her face grew flush while sitting down in front of him. His eyes grew wide seeing her up close, when he peered from the pages of his book.Her skin was smooth, her hair was shiney, everything about her had been intoxicating.
"I like that one." She began, her hand referencing his book. He quickly became embarrassed, knowing what the book was about. Lying it down, he nodded, then stood.
"We'll start with field training."1st pov:
The day had been long leading up to the ODM gear training. People were mostly good, some wobbling. I did no commanding, yet, just wanting to asses the way people responded to Levi. He had kept close to me through the day, which I quickly realized I enjoyed.
He was not bitter like everyone said, but reserved, and snarky. His playful comments were my favorite, mostly because his face was entirely straight while saying them.Suddenly I took notice to the scene before me, where Eren was stumbling around, falling with the gear. I laughed, approaching him.
"Need some help?" I spoke, grabbing the wire hook. He nodded, lowering himself down.I walked over and looked at his straps, realizing one of them had busted open, probably from him moving around so much. Quickly I removed my own chest strap, fixing the broken leather in a slipknot. Eren watched in wonder as I buckled the gear around his hips, and sent him back up.
My hands remained around his hips, stabilizing him.
"Are you okay?" I asked, smiling. His face had been flush this entire time. "Yeah, thanks."I nodded and walked back over the where Levi had been, arms crossed. He looked more angry than stoic. I brushed it off, smiling at him. His eyes softened a bit.
"(F/N), are you an item with fuck head?" He asked, the tone of his voice harsh. I took offence, lying my hand above my heart and gasping.
Never in my life would I ever! Even if I did, why would he care?"No, sir. With all due respect, why do you want to know?" I asked hesitantly, hoping he wouldn't get mad. He only shifted to rest on his other hip and reminded eye contact on the man who was still working with gear.
I locked eye contact with Mikasa, shooting a thumbs up to her, she had been doing well.Levi scoffed and walked to the tables, gesturing for me to follow. I did, waving off the struggling cadets.
We sat down in silence, peacefully really.Then, he slammed his hand down on the table. I gasped a bit, shaking at the vibration on the table.
"Sir-""Stop. Cadet (F/N), do you even know how you are?" He asked, looking away from me. I was in utter shock, truly embarrassed. "N-no, what do you mean?"
He scoffed at me, looking up into the evening sky. Training would soon be over."You're kind to everyone. Smart, ethereal. You care for people in a way you shouldn't. You're enticing to everyone here, and I hate.." He stopped, pondering off into the distance for a moment.
"I hate that I have feelings for you."My chest tensed up, palms sweaty. Feelings? How could he be so oblivious to my own, much less I to him? My breaths smoothed out, soon.
"Levi- I mean, captain, I have something to confess as well."
He then looked to me, crossing his legs in a questioning manner. My eyes averted his gaze. Usually I had no issue talking to men, but with Levi there was a pit. A pit that sank in my stomach when I saw him, or when he walked to HQ with Hanji, and not me."I share those feelings, Levi."
His eyes widened to me, my gaze still longing against the grass. Without words he took his hand, nimble under my chin, pulling my head to look up at him.
We sat this way until my hands found his own, pulling them into a warm grasp.He then smiled, only a little, leaning his forehead on mine. A breath I hadn't realized was there realised from my chest. The events that had unfolded were astonishing. How could this have happened? To me?
I had been content, though. Perhaps a relationship with the man I had longed for would get both of us well. Even if our personalities didn't match in theory, that didn't matter. Not now, not later, not ever.
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Levi Ackerman Oneshots (Levi x Reader) [Completed]
FanfictionMostly female/gender neutral (GUIDE) This will contain: - Smut • - Yandere ○ - Fluff ° - Angst ▪︎ ---- TW: TOPICS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDE WILL BE MENTIONED. MANGA SPOILERS ARE FREQUENT. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.