darkly/twilight themed. ive never done this, so bare with me! I don't have school tomorrow so I'll be writing this through the night
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                              I sat by myself in the stone covet of my room, reading quietly. Today was that of rest betwixt our soldiers, for tomorrow was a day of stride. It would be until then we would see each other, for everyone had been preparing. I had told everyone to prepare for loss, gruesome loss. To forgive yourself of sin before leaving come dawn.
                              I did not want to lose my soldiers; nor did I want to risk losing my betrothed. The night had been somber, murky with the forgiveness of one and other by morning. Cadets were hugging, crying, preying for answers of the afterlife. I, though, sat in my room, reading novels. However that soon ended when I made my way up into the innermost part of the castle, needing the touch of my lover.
                              It had been a prevalent energy surging through our dorms that night. Treacherous promises, empty minds, and aching hearts. I could feel it all. 
                              Ushering my way up the stairs, I was met with the dark oak of Levi's door. Letting my fingers trace over the wood, I took my glasses off and sat them upon my head.
                              Then, I knocked. Levi grunted instead of a response, signaling myself in. Levi had a certain parsimony to him; as he always did, but tonight it was rather hefty. He watched as I entered, sipping from his cup, then lying it back down once my figure reached his sofa. I sat calmly, looking into his crimson eyes. 
                              Normally they held a coldness that felt like a slap to the face, but when his eyes cascaded to my own, they had always managed to soften. 
                              His skin held a paleness that was nearly inanimate, but made me feel safe when I touched ever so slightly. We sat without words as he continued to read the book that lied beneath him. I stared at his stoic face, watching the expressionless. 
                              I had pathos in my lover, he had suffered a hard life, and an even harder death. You would believe someone died in the underground, but he found his way out. He would have done it tooth and nail had it not been for the curse that betrothed him, as I. 
                              I, however, am human- and always have been. 
                              His eyes shot to me, quickly. "You're thinking about it, are you not?" He asked, sitting the book down. He had an obscenity when arguing with myself. I only scoffed, standing up and walking near him. "Perhaps, my love," I took his cold hand into my own, shivering against the contact. 
                              My skin was on fire compared to his.
                              "I will not do it, you know that." He spoke, gripping my skin. I seared and rolled my eyes. "Do not be imperceptible, dear. It would guarantee my survival in the coming days." Levi twitched at the thought of my passing. I knew he would never give me the curse.
                              I wanted it, though, no matter the cost. Even if I had to travel to the underground, and he knew that as well as I. 
                              He sighed, momentarily thinking. I knew he wanted me forever, and once I was gone, it was over. He could not follow me into the grave, nor I him. Finally, he stood, walking to me. 
                              "It will be painful and irreversible. Do not be rash, love." His words were softer than a rose petal as his hand caressed my own. I leaned into his ear, then, "It is worth every pain staking moment and risk. I find being anomalous to be rather interesting." His hand found a way to the undertoe of my chin, pulling me away. 
                              "Sit on the sofa, please" He whispered, losing eye contact with me. 
                              I did so. It was myself, my sentience for him enveloping my soul. I had been drenched in the moonlight, cascading through the window, vast onto my skin. I let it heal my sin while watching my lover sink to the other cushion. 
                              His cold hands found their way to my own, sealing the idea of our everlasting love. He did not want this as much as I did, but the risk of my life would be munificent in the coming while. 
                              I watched as he grew closer, my head pushing forward, exposing my neck to him. I wanted him to know I had been completely vulnerable to him. Susceptive to all happenings, craving my lovers side for all of eternity. I wanted to live to see the titans forego extinction. 
                              The air was thick and still as his teeth gaped, kissing my neck, then finally sinking into the thin flesh that layered between him and my blood. It felt like a million needles stabbing into my at once, the pain searing into my body, scarring me forever. I watched the world go dark.
                              Vivid images of death came to light as my mind went blank; then black.
                              Once I had awakened it was still dark out. I could smell the books on the shelf, the trees outside, the blood of every human in our capacity. I could see the tinge of each shade of leaf, each amount of dirt that hovered the air. The things I could hear as well; shoes, conversations, laughter, crying. I could sense it, feel it, taste it. 
                              Looking around, I was in Levi's bed, covered. The candle that lit the room danced around with my shadow as I got up, stumbling weekly to the doorway. My skin was no longer warm, my face no longer flush, and I could no longer feel the blood rushing in the veins.
                              Levi caught sight of me, standing up harshly. His eyes were cascaded in worry, watching me stumble into his dimly lit office. 
                              He traveled to me quickly, softly sitting my sore figure onto his sofa. Once seeing my eyes, his had filled with tears. A soft smile was spread between us, knowing our gates had been sealed together. "How do you feel?" He questioned, covering his mouth and looking into my eyes that now matched his own
                              I reached, holding my lover softly, smelling a thousand things I had never before. 
                              "I feel whole." I whispered, kissing his head. He then wrapped his arms around me in return, sniffling against my shoulder. We stayed this way for a long moment, realizing the fate I had just accepted. I did not care, though. 
                              Eternity with my lover was worth it all. New death, new life, loss, all of it. I could live knowing the days with him will never end, not for my life or his own. He would never have to say 'til death due us part', for that would never be the case.
                              I smiled, taking his hands into my own. Examining our hands, now, a thick red band wrapped around the flesh of our ring fingers, meaning we were internal mates. I ran my pad of my thumb along the place, watching his face brighten.
                              Suddenly the castle carried less weight, less sorrow. I felt bliss, watching Levi eye the marks as well. We sat astonished, then, his lips met my own.
                              He kissed me deeply, roughly, in a way that let me know he needed me, and wanted me forever. His tears melted into my own, our lips doing the same. I let all the happiness and mixed grief out, until he pulled away. He held me close to him, then.
                              I watched as his hand gripped my leg, holding me as close as possible without becoming one. 
                              "Levi, I love you." I spoke, gripping myself around his waist. He let out a choked sob of happiness, holding me closer. "I love you too, (F/N)." 
                              We rested this way without sleep till dawn came, when we began to ready for our mission. 
                                      
                                          
                                   
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Levi Ackerman Oneshots (Levi x Reader) [Completed]
FanfictionMostly female/gender neutral (GUIDE) This will contain: - Smut • - Yandere ○ - Fluff ° - Angst ▪︎ ---- TW: TOPICS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDE WILL BE MENTIONED. MANGA SPOILERS ARE FREQUENT. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
 
                                               
                                           
                                               
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