Finding my Happiness

Secret No More

I open the door.

" Hey Girl! And Good Morning!" Cassandra says cheerfully.

Oh fuck...

" Heyyyyy girl. What you doing here?" I say nervously looking over my shoulder and back at her.

" Today is the Block Party don't tell me you forgot?!" She says putting her hands on her hips.

" Trust me I do wanna forget. I told you I don't  want to go." I groan.

" Well I bet I can change your mind. Let me in girl I'm starving! Whatever you cooked smells bomb as fuck!" Cass says trying to push the door open more but I push it back.

" Oh you don't wanna come in here, it's so messy in here I don't want you to see it looking like this." I say darting my eyes back and forth from Cassandra and into the house.

" Bitch please. I've been in a crack house before. Now come on." She tries to push the door open again but I block the door with my foot.

" Cassandra please don't! I'm begging you." I plead with her. She tries to look around inside the house but I block the crack of the door even more.

" Jazz what's going on? You're acting strange..."

" Trust me I'm fine. Just right now isn't a good time."

" Why? You hiding something from me aren't you?" She asks and I get ready to respond until J5 walks up to the front door with bacon in his mouth and a handful of it in his hand.

" Jazz you should watch me eat a whole plate of bacon in 1 minute!" I snap my head to J5 and give him a angry glare.

" What the fuck are you doing! I told you to stay put!"

" I'm sorry Jazz I didn't know." J5 says like he's about to cry.

" Uh who's that?" Cassandra asks.

I turn back to her and sigh. I open the door all the way to reveal J5. Her mouth drops to the floor.

" Jazz.....who is this and why does he look like Little Michael Jackson?" She says pointing at J5.

"This is why I didn't want you to come inside... I've been dealing with a lot of shit and well they showed up."

" They? What are you talking about?"

" She doesn't know about the other Michael's?" J5 blurts out but he quickly covers his mouth.

" J5 please get outta my face before i whip yo ass!" I scream and he darts away from me.

" Jazzy what was he talking about?" She asks with a confused look on her face.

" Look it's complicated ok."

" How complicated can it be? I thought we were girls Jazz. I don't understand why you hiding shit from me."

I have a strained look on my face. I already feel crazy do I just want to make that shit worse?

" Cassandra look I didn't want to hide this from you honestly. You're gonna think I'm crazy... Just come in I'll explain." I step aside and motion for her to enter.

Yes I'm dumb as fuck for doing this but I can't avoid it.

She walks inside and I shut the door behind her.

" Anything else I need to know before I happen to walk into a fucking unicorn too?" Cassandra says sarcastically. I roll my eyes at her and start walking to the dining room.

We stop in the hallway right before we enter the dining room.

" Before you you come inside I have to talk to them first.... if you don't mind." She gives me a weird look and nods her head.