Ugly.Ugly.
Ugly.
Damn it why can't I just pick a dress? This isn't that hard. I'm going to have dinner in it then it's going to be tossed on the floor later. It's not like I'm meeting royalty.
I grab my phone and FaceTime the one person I know is going to help me look sexy.
"Hello miss thang," Bianca grins.
"B I need help. I'm going on a date tonight with that trainer and she told me to wear something that's easy to get off."
"Oh shit! She's about to give you some good good," Bianca laughs. "What about that dress you bought to wear on your honeymoon. That is a sexy ass dress."
"N-no not that one," I mumble.
"Why not? It's perfect."
"That was for Billie. I can't wear that dress Bianca," I try to reason with her.
"Well Billie isn't in the picture anymore sweetie so wear the damn dress. You deserve to feel like a bad bitch tonight," she says.
I walk into my closet and find the dress hanging in the back. I stare at it long and hard before deciding that she's right. Billie has a new life and this isn't about her. It's about me.
"Ok how should I do my hair?"
"Big sexy curls. That will look hot when you're on top of her later."
I giggle. "Ok and makeup?"
"Natural glam. These bitches love to think you don't wear makeup," she rolls her eyes.
"Thank you Bianca. I appreciate you," I tell her.
"Anytime girl. Now go get ready to blow this girl away," she says then disconnects the call.
A few hours later I'm dressed and driving towards the upscale restaurant. I keep thinking about Billie and how she acted when she saw me earlier at the gym. Maybe she doesn't want me to go on dates. What if this is hurting her feelings? Maybe I'm not ready.
Coincidentally, Billie's name pops up on the screen of my car interrupting my music and I decline it. I made the first move so I can't back out on Cam now. It's too late.
When I pull up she is already waiting for me at the door. I pass my keys to the valet guy who's only focused on my ass.
"Wow," is the first thing Cam says when I approach her. "You look amazing."
"Thank you," I blush.
She grabs my hand and leads me inside. We're seated rather quickly and she orders a bottle of wine for us.
"So, is this the first time you've been on a date in a while?"
"Yes. Almost a year now. What about you? Do you go on a lot of dates?" I ask.
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BABY 2? // Billie Eilish
FanficCOMPLETED Part 2 to the story BABY. Read that one first before you read this one. Billie and Alissa are embarking on a new journey that proves to be harder than the first. Can they make it to their wedding day and be functional adults, or will it al...