Ch. 1

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Damn

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Damn.

That word has become a staple in my vocabulary over the last two months. It perfectly describes how in awe I am at the current state of my life. I never imagined being with Alissa again. I was for sure I fucked that up, but now she's in my life for good. Proposing to her was the best decision I have ever made. I get to wake up to her and Mila every morning and I wouldn't have it any other way.

The way their faces light up when I come home makes me realize how foolish I was to almost let Alissa get away. Someone else almost had my family.

After the proposal everything moved fast. I sold my house in the hills and most of my cars. Finneas and I put the finishing touches on the new album and released another song. He also announced his solo project that I'm really excited about. People have become way more interested in me and my private life since Alissa and I went public with our relationship. Sometimes I can't tell if that's a good or bad thing.

I just pulled up to the house from a long day of press stuff and all I want to do is watch some tv and cuddle. The intense smell of cleaning products fills my nose when I step through the garage door that leads into house. I round the corner into the kitchen and find a half naked Alissa cleaning while dancing to some old r&b music.

"Do you always clean in your underwear," I say startling her.

She holds her hand to her chest and rolls her eyes. "You must be trying to kill me. Why didn't you tell me you were on your way home?"

"Sorry baby," I chuckle.

She pouts playfully as I grab her hips and pull her to me for a kiss. "You should do this more often."

"Oh hush. I'm only cleaning this much because I want the photographers to take good pictures," she confesses.

"I still think this shit is dumb. Why do they need to come here? This is our space. It feels weird sharing this with the world."

"Because your publicist said that it would be good to show your fans where you live now. You know they like to know everything," she smiles.

Me selling my house, getting engaged, and moving to a quiet suburban area has caused my fans to lose their minds. They are convinced that I'm changing for Alissa, which in a way they aren't wrong. The thing that bothers me most is how people are portraying her. Alissa's job was in the city and traffic is too bad to travel back and forth everyday. Her boss decided to give her a promotion, partially because of me, which allows her to work from home. She only has to go in for meetings now and that of course didn't sit well with some of her coworkers. Someone from her job basically leaked everything to TMZ, claiming Alissa is sleeping her way to the top. Our past with the whole Luca thing didn't make it any better. People think she's just a gold digging cheater who also caused me to spiral out of control. If only they new my addiction put her into some really shitty positions before.

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