1 week after.

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It's been one week since my heart was broken into a millions pieces.

I honestly do not know what I would do with out my girls, they have been amazing.
Well they would have to be to put up with me in the state I am in.

Kaitlyn has not left my side since we got back from the wedding... If you can call it that.

She's worried I will end up self harming again, I have to admit I have been very close to doing so but I can't even go to the bathroom with out her standing outside.

Which I must say is quite off putting.

Michael has not left my mind once. Nor has my little heaven baby.

They are both gone and I am all alone.

With my parents back in England and Auntie and Uncle on the other side of the country it's hard for them to be with me if I need them, but I'm grateful for Kaitlyn, Luke, Ashton, Calum and the girls.

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