I'm sorry• Michael Clifford

Grieving&moving on.

Me, Mikey, Maddie and the 3 other 5SOS boys walking out the hospital in silence. No one saying a word, the only sound are the tired sobs coming from mine and Maddie's eyes and even the boys at times.

I lost the baby. The one thing I was really looking forward to.

Right now we are in the car driving home. No one talking or moving just a lot of quiet.

Mikey's arm was wrapped around me and I was snuggled into his side. I'm so lucky to have him.

Maddie was holding my hand and giving me sympathetic looks.

When we got home I ha a text from a unknown number.

'I hope your not beating yourself up about this there was nothing you could do, I'm free next Saturday we could go to star bucks and just have a nice time to get your mind of things. This is Sammy by the way xxxx💕'

Sammy was my nurse and she was really nice to me and helped me through it, she was my age and wale became quite good friends I'm the short time we were together.

We got home and I went up to mine and Mikey's room.

I wasn't in the mood for doing anything else so I got into my onesie and got some Ben and Jerry's ice cream with 2 large spoons with lot of Nutella and me and Mikey watched movie after movie snuggled together just enjoying each other's company.

"Laura, I have no idea what your point of view is here because I'm distraught and I only knew an hour or so but I'm a wreck, if you ever need to talk at anytime weather it's in the afternoon, mining or even in the middle of the night and you have to get me up I'm always here, I love you" Mikey said which made me feel like I'm the only girl in the world who he will ever love.

"I'm hurting mike I'm not going to lie, I'm a wreck as well. But we will get through it just like we always do I love you". I said with a smile on my face.

I hadn't smiled since before I got to the hospital.

*next morning*

I was still in my onesie, Michael's arm was still firmly around my waist and my heartache was still as painful.

Until I smell a burning smell and a lot I yelling coming from down stairs.

"Mikey wake up there is something going on down stairs." I say shaking his shoulder.

No sign of him getting up.

I slowly unattached myself from Mikey's grip and walked down stairs.

The burning smell I smelt from upstairs were charcoal pancakes that like had burned and the yelling was from ash telling Calum to actually do something.

"Hey guys" I chuckled.

"Hey Laura!" All the boys chimed in unison.

All of them coming give me a bug bear hug one by one.

"Guys you didn't have to burn pancakes for me" I said smiling and shaking my head at the sight of the floppy black cardboard like food stacked on the plate.

But I was full from all the ice cream last night.

Or at least that's what I told the boys.

"Well we may suck at cooking but you are going to love us when you find out what we planned a few weeks ago..." Luke said with the biggest grin on his face.

"What have you done now" I said wanting to smile but sticking a serious look on my face.

"Nothing bad we just might have rented the biggest bouncy castle adventure playground at fun zone so wear something practical we set off in 2 hours so you and Mikey new to get a move on and wake him up he sleeps to much an he's starting to worry me." Calum said

I just chuckled and went back upstairs to wake Michael up.

This might not be to bad I have the best boy friend and the best friends in the world.

Maddie has gone back home now, and I'm bummed about it but she's got to do what she has to do. She didn't want to leave me and we had a lo of tears.

Anyway I'm aloud to bring a friend too so I'm bringing Sammy. The last time it saw her, her an Cal seemed to hit it off quite well. So let's just see how today goes.

All I want is a uncle rob and auntie Linda hug they would e so worried I I had told them everything about the baby. Sometimes you have to do something selfish to protect someone else. So I'm not telling them about the baby, it would destroy them.

I could really do with one of their hugs right now!!

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(A/N)

I'm so sorry this was so sad I was nearly crying writing the first bit.

Do you guys ship "Cammy?" It's Calum and Sammy ( Laura's nurse).

Everything will be happy for the rest but not all of it.

Hell no.

Anyway x

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Love you all readers xxxx