Heartless and Disorientated

Tropophobia

trust me

when i say

that the thought of leaving makes me sick

and trust me

when i say

that these boxes make me feel something i've never felt before when i look at them

a loss so much different than the loss i've felt before

such impending doom that i can't even protest

claustrophobic depression thats a different species than the usual

tropophobia, it's called

when you're so scared to leave a place

that's the only place you've ever known

when you're scared

of a chance that will take you away

from the one that you love.

so trust me

when i say

i tried

to say goodbye on last time

but i was trapped in the backseat

and now it's tearing me apart.