her name || b.e.

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lola pov

i was never really interested in parties. horny boys and half naked girls. the scent of sweat and sex. yeah, not really my thing.

i was into clubs though. the music and lighting always made me feel so sexy. i was in no way a hoe, but i always ended up under the sheets with random guys after i leave the club. it was the only place i allowed myself to let loose.

"lola!," my best friend, jax, whined. as you've probably noticed, we're currently getting ready to go to a strip club out of town.

"calm the fuck down, i'm almost done," i responded.

jax has been my best friend since seventh grade, when he asked me out in front of the whole school. of course i said no, but he was persistent. jax followed me around like a lost puppy for months. eventually i warmed up to him, and he's become my safe space.

and no, we're not dating.

i checked myself out in the mirror one last time before heading downstairs to meet jax.

i'd be lying if i said i didn't look good.

i had on a little black dress with obsidian 1s. my curly maroon hair. i wore a gold necklace and the golden bracelet my dad got for me.

i miss him.

i finally head downstairs and see jax leaning lazily on the counter waiting for me.

"took you long enough," he said as i opened the fridge. "you look good,"

"i know," i playfully rolled my eyes and poured myself a glass of lemonade.

"i heard your little crush is gonna be there," he teased.

i've had a crush on billie since the ninth grade after i went to one of my school's soccer games. her team destroyed us... she was amazing. she had this cocky smile that made me weak in the knees. i was contemplating introducing myself to her, i mean, why not. until i saw her girlfriend run to give her a hug after she scored the game winning point.

"shut up, she's probably still with that girl from last time," i responded.

"who brings their girl to a strip club with them?"

he was right. nobody in their right mind brings their significant other to a strip club.

"whatever she probably won't even notice me," i said as i rinsed my cup and put it out to dry.

"ready?"

"as i'll ever be"

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also sorry for updating so slow, i've just been really unmotivated.