Floating Away With You

Chapter 21- Talking

(Tendou's POV)~

My body was out the front door when I heard a bang.

(Y/N)

My eyes widened and I dropped everything.

My bag.

My thoughts.

My emotions.

I just ran.

She lied on the floor, mumbling things, trying to move.

"Shhhh" I picked her up, cursing under my breath.

I really hate myself.

I caused her more pain.

MORE. ALWAYS MORE.

I started to shake while thinking it all over.

I barge into her life, she has to carry my emotions on her back 24/7. I scream at her for who knows what.
Then I make her literally fall to the ground.

I swing her into my back and bring her to my house.

I bet you all the money I have she doesn't want to see me right now.

I bring her to my moms room.

"Hey mom, sorry this is sudden but she should wake up soon, she's really tired. I gotta go somewhere." I quickly put her on the bed beside my mom, who smiled at me and brushed some hair out of (Y/N)'a face.

"She's pretty." My mom said. I think she was happy to have someone sleep beside her.

"Yeah." I answered, speed walking out of the room, my hand over my mouth.

I never deserved her.

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I sat on the swings in front of my house.

I had my phone in my hands.
(Y/N) as my background.

I looked up at nothing in particular and just stared.

The creaking of the swings were perfectly on beat with my day dreaming.

I imagined (Y/N).

I imagined all the worst scenarios.

Why do I make myself even more sad? I can't help it.

The different scenarios fill my head one after another:

(Y/N) comes up to me and slaps me in the face.
"Trash"
She leaves me for Tomoyo.

(Y/N) sees me at school.
She points at me.
Whispers to friends.
They Laugh.

(Y/N) calls me a monster.

(Y/N) runs away from me, scared.

I'm alone in a room with her. I stand in the middle of the room and she's crouched in a corner.
"GET AWAY FROM ME!" She screamed.
Sobbing.
Horrified.
I look down at my hands.
Covered in blood.
"(Y/N)... you don't understand! It's not my fault!" I walk towards her.
She screams more, shuffling into the corner, pulling on her hair.
"LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO ME!" She screams.
Her stomach is drenched in blood.
I am a monster.