Floating Away With You

Chapter 26- Promises

(Your POV)~

Satori's hair was soft and smelt good. He tasted like mint and moved slowly.
I couldn't think of anything else.

I sat up on the bed and so did he. I smiled at him and kissed him again. He giggled a bit and bit my bottom lip very slightly, giving me an opening to slip in my tongue.
He held my face with one hand, as the other rested on my hip. Each spot burning. Everywhere he touched felt like it was on fire. I smiled against his lips and I felt him smile too.

He pulled me closer, erasing the gap between us. I sit on his lap and put my hands on his chest. He moved his hands to be on each side of my waist.

I broke away to catch my breath and he grinned at me.

"Getting a little feisty there?" He snickered. I blushed and kissed him again, cutting him off before he could say anything else.

I pushed him against the wall that was on the other side of the bed. His hands rubbed up and down on my back, leaving a burning sensation.
I want more.

"Can, can you just-" I whispered, pulling away. He gave me a worried look.

"Are you okay? Did I do something?" He asked. He's so gentle.
I shook my head and took off my sweater.

"Too warm." I grinned and he laughed. He looked relieved.

"If I do anything you don't like, tell me okay?" He whispered, basically already on my lips. His warm breath felt nice on my face.

He lingered there, less than an inch in front of my lips.
"You tease." I laughed quietly.
He smiled and kissed my neck instead. I took a shaky breath in.

He kissed up and down my neck, stopping in certain places.

"Tell me if you like this or not." He grinned up at me. He started sucking on my skin. After a few minutes he looked up at me again.

"Was that okay?" He asked smiling. I blushed and nodded at him, looking away.
He smiled and bit my skin teasingly, making me moan very slightly. I slap my hand to my mouth in embarrassment. I hear him giggle and he kisses me on the lips again, slow and steady. I grabbed his hand and put it on the hem of my shirt, telling him it's okay to touch my skin.

He pulled away and looked down at his hand.
"Are you sure?" He asked. I nodded shyly. I leaned in this time and kissed him, biting his lips making him giggle against mine. His hand moved to the bottom of my ribcage under my shirt, staying there.
Somehow it felt even more on fire, like if one little layer of material can shield a wild fire.

He pulled away and frowned a bit.
"I'm sorry." He whispered.

"What's wrong?" I asked worriedly, stroking my hand through his hair.

"I, Uh, I'm just really nervous." He laughed. He took his hand off my skin and put it up so I could see it.

It was shaking like crazy.

"I just, um, I feel like I could be hurting you." He says after a while. I kiss him on the cheek.

"Satori, you aren't hurting me." I smiled. He looked at me worried and stayed silent.

"I just want to make sure... that the timing is good." He said after a while. He tucked a piece of hair behind my ear.
I give him a huge hug.

"I wouldn't pressure you to do anything. You know that right?" He whispered. I pulled away to look him in the eye.

"Of course you wouldn't. Satori, I trust you. I wouldn't pressure you either." I smiled. I cupped his cheek with my hand and stroked his cheekbone with my thumb.

"I think it's best if we wait." He whispered. He had a sad edge to his voice. Something like guilt.

He was right. This wasn't good timing.

I nod and hug him again.

"You know you mean everything to me right?" I whispered in his ear. He hugs me tighter and he stays silent.

"I love you Satori." I whispered. No matter how many times I say it, it always leaves me feeling warm inside.
Happy.
I can feel his shoulders start shaking slightly.

We stay hugging for a while. Him shaking and me running my hands through his hair humming. It was clear he didn't want to be seen or noticed while crying.

"You're everything to me." I whispered. I felt him nod and he stayed in his shaking state. Every now and then I heard him sniffle.

"I'm sorry." He whimpered. I pulled him away and took his face in my hands. He tried to hide his face but I made sure to look at him straight in the eye.

"You don't have anything to be sorry for." I reassured, wiping the tears off his cheeks. He looked me in the eye and then looked away.

"But, I did so many things..." he continued. The look on his face had so much written on it. Guilt, regret, sadness, anger.
He had begun to cry more intensely now, giving up on hiding it.
I stayed silent and he rested his forehead against mine.

"Why would you give me a chance?" He whispered through his sobs.
"I'm just... I'm nothing." He continued.

"Because you deserve it." I responded calmly.
"You're kind." I kiss him on the cheek.
"You're gentle." I kiss him on the other cheek.
"You're so much more than your past." I finish, hugging him again. His shaking had gone down and he hugged me tight.

"You mean that?" He whispered against my shoulder.

"Yes. I promise." I answered, running my fingers through his hair again. He stayed hugging me for a while. His breaths calmed down and he traced shapes on my back. I could stay like this all day.

"Stay with me. Please." He whispered after a long silence. I pulled away from the hug and laid him down under the blankets. I laid down beside him, one hand on his cheek.

"Promise." I whispered. Satori smiled at me and closed his eyes, putting his hand on top of mine. I closed my eyes too, feeling relaxed.

I promise.

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