Why Me? COMPLETE!!!

Letting Go.

After 10 long months, people started letting Atsumu go. They never forgot him, but they moved on with their lives. Getting back into routine was hard, as everything reminded them of the one they had lost, but they did it, after some time. It was nice, knowing that they could finally move on and make Atsumu Miya proud. Only one person hadn’t let go after all this time, and he didn't ever expect to.

Osamu and Suna had to go to therapy every week, multiple times. The sight of their brother never left. It was forever ingrained in their mind. Nightmares, panic attacks, and mental breakdowns were a huge constant in their life, they still are. The two Miya’s still go to therapy, still have days where their depression gets so bad their friends need to take care of them, but they are getting better. Slowly but surely, Suna and Osamu would finally be able to rest in peace as their beloved Atsumu watched over them.

Sakusa Kiyoomi was still in pain by the time the others fell back into routine, although a bit shaky with a lot of crying and off days. Meian replaced Atsumu as their official setter, but never truly filled the blondes shoes. No one could, afterall, Miya Atsumu was one of a kind.

It took years of therapy and mourning to get Sakusa to let Atsumu go. When he did, the ravenette was surprised at how much brighter everything seemed to be. He could never love again, but Kiyoomi lived with that. He was grateful for it, actually. Atsumu was his only true love, and loving someone else would just tarnish the blonde's name.

It was a tough few years, everyone could attest to that. No one could ever truly get over a fallen friend. One that was full of sorrow, pain, regret, and guilt. They blamed themselves. They got lost in the hole that is depression. They cut, they bruised, they snapped. But they realised when enough was enough, and got help. No one was safe from the grip Atsumu had on them, but maybe that's what made them feel so loved and warm even on the coldest days. 

As everyone slowly got back to their normal life, they reflected on everything they had said and done. Promising to never be like their past life, the giant group of friends left everything in the past. Visiting Atsumu one day a year. The day he had returned home. The day they saw his first real smile since Atsumu was 12. The day Atsumu had taken all his friends to an amusement park to spend time with each other one last time. That day was February 11th, 20XX.

    And as Atsumu watched over them from heaven, he smiled proudly. They were finally getting over him. No more pain to come. Taking one last look, Atsumu flew up into the heavens, waiting for the others to join him when their time came.