The Road Trip (Colby Brock)

Chapter 32

When I came back and saw Colby kissing that girl everything inside of me broke. He took my heart and ripped it up. Last time was different, last time it was his cousin. This time it was some random chick at a bar in New York. He said he was drunk and that he thought it was me but wouldn't he be able to tell the differences? "please listen to me" he sounded like he was about to cry. "What Colby? What could you possibly want? Why should I listen to you? You made me fall in love with you, then you make out with some random girl at the bar? You broke me, why should I-" "you love me?" he asked cutting me off. Shit, I did say that didn't I. "What?" "You just said I made you fall in love with me" he said walking closer "Then you ruined it" "Please just listen to me, If you still hate me after that I'll buy you a plane ticket back to L.A." "five minutes" was all I said before pushing past him to make my way back to the hotel room. I hated him right now. "I was sitting at the bar after you left and I asked for a few more drinks. I got pretty drunk and I was wondering where you were. I thought maybe it took you a while to find where ever you were going." What he didn't know was that I was on the phone with Kat asking how she knew she was in love with Sam. Then I came back to that. "I finished another drink then someone hugged me from behind and kissed the back of my neck, I thought it was you I swear. I would never want to hurt you, especially not on purpose." I just laughed because of how he treated me before this trip, I knew I shouldn't hold that against him since he had apologized but I was angry. "I love you." I tried to stop the sob from escaping my mouth but I couldn't, I turned around not even worried about the tears streaming down my face "if you loved me, you would've been able to tell a difference between me and someone else" I said quietly. I could see it in his eyes that he was sorry and it just hurt even more. "i wanna go back home. i need to think about all of this" I said quietly before walking off. "i'll get you a ticket and i'll drive back" he said quietly from behind me. We got to the room and I started packing my stuff up. I hadn't stopped crying but it was quiet now. It kept replaying in my head. I felt disgusting. "are we done?" he asked coming up beside me. I turned to look at him, my heart breaking a little more. He had been crying too. "i need a break" I said crying a little more "i'm really sorry y/n" I stayed silent and continued packing then went out onto the balcony. I called Kat. "Hey how did it go? I need to know everything" "i'm coming back" I said not able to keep from sobbing "Oh honey no, I'm so sorry" "i'll tell you when i get back, i leave in 2 hours" "Ice cream and movie day with the girls?" "Very much needed, I gotta go. See you soon."

Colby dropped me off at the airport and said he'd see me in 2 days. I knew this wouldn't last long. I needed him, wether I liked it or not. It hasn't even been a month and I already knew I couldn't live without him. That scared me. My flight left at 1 in the morning and it was 11:38. The flight was only 4 and a half hours so it would be 2:30 L.A. time. Kat said she would pick me up though so I wouldn't be alone. I heard them call my flight number after a while. I tried to sleep on the plane but all I could think about was Colby with the other girl. I hated him for it but I still loved him. I was angry with him but all I wanted was to be in his arms. I was hopeless. I finally fell asleep and woke up to the pilot telling us we were about to land. There was no way it had been 4 hours, I was only asleep for like 2 minutes. I got off the plane and waited for Kat by the baggage claim. "Hey, I missed you" she said giving me a hug "i missed you too" I said quietly giving her a small smile. "What happened?"

"I'm gunna kill him. I don't care if he was drunk, he should've know something wasn't right." "I'm so angry at him but I still love him. I wish he was here so he could hold me but I also can't get the picture out of my head. What do I do?" I was desperate and confused. "You really love him don't you?" "More than anything and it scares me. It happened so fast, I couldn't help it." "Think about it until he gets back, you guys can talk it out. Maybe start slower this time, don't rush into anything. It'll be hard but you have to put yourself first" "What if I don't know what to do?" "Trust yourself, you're all you've got at the end of the day." I hugged her "thank you" "Of course, now let's go watch some movies with the girls." I nodded and smiled. I couldn't stop thinking about what I was going to do. Yes I loved him, but he kissed someone else. Then he said he loved me too. I could tell it was a mistake, but that didn't mean it didn't hurt. This was gunna be a hard 2 days.