Scared Love.

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Chapter 1.

Kayla's POV

I'm Going To Tell Y'all My Story Every Little Detail Too...

My Name is Kayla Phillips. I'm 20 & I Have 8 Siblings Counting My Self Also.
You Probably Thinking " Wow Ain't She Lucky" . Not Really.. I'm The Least Favorite Child. Let's Put It This Way. If I Ran Away Forever My Parents Wouldn't Notice. But I Did Run Away & It Was Forever. Never Saw My Parents Again Or My 8 Spoiled Siblings. At First I Was Happy Cause I Ran Away With The Love Of My Life.. - Well At least i Thought He Was . Untill He Got Me Pregnant & Just Dipped. Like WHO TF DOES THAT BULLSHIT.

I Didn't Have No Money . No Nothing. All i Had Was Me. A House I Couldn't Pay For & My Unborn Child.

But Before I Go On.. I'll Give You A Little Intro On My Dead Beat First Love. We Meet In Middle School. It Was Spring. He Had Big Brown Eyes. Tat Goddess. Dark skin. Dreads. Devin Collin. YASS He Was Every Girls Dream Boy But... He Was My Dream Boy At First.

We Became Friends Than By Middle Of High School We Were Lovers. Everybody Knew Us. & Knew There Was No Coming Between Us. We Did Everything Together. We Were Always Together & We Knew Everything About Eachother. Soon After School Had Ended I Told Him I Had To leave I Couldn't Stay With My Parents Anymore .

He Agreed To Come With Me. Said His Grandma Left A House For Him A Few Miles Away From Chicago. So I Left No Question. A Year Passed & I Found Out I Was Pregnant . I Had To Tell Devin But I Didn't Know How He Would Take It. Would He Stay Or Would He Just Leave? . Yess I Was Nervous As hell. I Finally Found It In Me To Tell Him. He Just Looked At Me. Told Me He Loved Me & Left. Till This Day I Haven't Seen My First Love Devin Ever..

Tbh i Really Don't Ever Wanna See Him .

But back On Track. I Checked Jobs Everyday & Every night . I Finally Found 3 Jobs . One In The Morning. One In The Afternoon . & One At Night. PERFECT. Just Didn't Know What I Was Gonna Do When I Started Showing & They Knew I Was Pregnant But. I Put That A side Untill I Got To That Point. I Managed To Keep My Pregnancy A Secret Though . Wasn't Really Big Anyways. But i Saved A Whole Bunch Of Money Up For A Whole Year .

I Started Looking For Houses In Atlanta. When i Found The Right One. I Brought It & Moved Out With My Babygirl Anna. I Left Are Crazy Life Behind Us In Chicago. Hoped That Devin Never Ever Showed Up in Are Lives Ever Again.

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Today. 8:35AM.

I Had The Happiest Dream Ever. It Was Just Me & My Babygirl Anna On The Beach . We Were The Happiest Ever.. But Sadly It Wasn't True. My Alarm Started Going Off Telling Me It Was Time To Get Me & Anna Up.

Peeked Into Anna's Crib & Found A Sleeping Baby . So i Went & Took A Quick Shower. Put My Hair Into A Ponytail . Put On My Scrubs & Headed To Anna's Room To Wake My Booger Up.

I Picked Her Up & Gave My Baby Lots Of Kisses. She Opened Her Eyes & Smiled So Big. Lord She Makes Me So Happy I Swear She Does. She's The Only Person I Need.

I Changed Her. Bathed Her & Put A Little Sun Dress On With Her Tan Sandals. & Did Her Little Black Curly Hair. Headed Down Stair & Made Us Some Eggs & Pan Cakes. She Looked So Cute Eating her Eggs & Pan Cakes. While I Was Eating My Phone Started Ringing.

Looked At It & My Homegirl Ally Was Calling.

" Wassup Love? "

" Boss Just Called .. & Um Kaybay You Ain't Gonna Like This. " She Said In A Whisper Voice. Just As She Said That I Knew This Shit Wasn't Good..

" Tell Me Ally." I Was Growing Irritated Just By The Fact That Something Very Bad Was Gonna Come Out Her Mouth.

" He Wants Us To Work Late Kay. "

" HOW FREAKING LATE!. " That's It . I Was Mad..

" Uh.. 12 Pm Late Doll " She Said With A Raspy Voice.

" Now He Knows Dang Well I Got A Two Year Old Daughter. I Ain't Got No Babysitter Only Daycare. What Am I Gonna Do Ally. " I Was Over Being Mad. I Was On The Edge Of Crying Man. I Really Need This Job Even Though I Got Two Other Jobs . But Two Little Jobs Ain't Gonna Pay My Bills & Take Care Of My Daughter , I.

" BABY CALM DOWN. My Grams Is Gonna Watch Mariah Tonight. I Know She Won't Have No Problem With Watching Little Anna Too. So Sit Down Take A Chill Pill & Regain Your Self Love. i Got You Always. " I Finally Calm Down. If Anybody Was My Life Saver It Was My Girl Ally. She Was Always There When I Needed Her & I Was Always There When She Needed Me As Well.

" I Couldn't Ask Your 62 Year Old Grandma. Watch My Daughter Again Ally. " I Said Giggling.

" Man That Women Loves Kids She Would Watch 14 Of Them . If She Could. " It Was True . Grams Loved Kids. She Always Was Watchin' Mariah & Anna For Us.

" Alright Fine. But Just This Once .. Thanks Ally You Really Do Make My Life More Easier. "

" That's What Friends Are For. Now Come Outside I'm Here Love." I Smiled & Hung Up. She Always Surprises Me . I Cleaned Anna's Face & Grabbed All Mine , her Stuff & Raced Outside .