But.... I need you

🖤Panic💜

"I honestly dont know" and i didn't "hm what ever~ anyway where you waiting for me?" He teased "y-yes i was worried kokichi! What happened and no dodging the question this time" i got up from the chair i was in and and stared kokichi in the eyes. He explained everything.
All of it disgusted me. How could people be so cruel? What the hell did he do to deserve that? He dosent hurt anyone. I pulled him into a soft hug as to not hurt him.

|| no ones POV ||

Shuichi protected kokichi as much as he could. Kokichi got beat up less frequently but it still happened.
Kaede worn shuichi down with constant pestering and guilt tripping.
And so that brings us to today; 2 weeks after the last scene after school in the main courtyard.

|| Shuichi's POV ||

Kaede had asked me to meet her in the main courtyard of the school,
She held my hands down around my waist and looked into my eyes. Kokichi had convinced me to wear my hat less often and so i did.
"So um Shuichi? Its been two weeks and um you told me it was too soon before but i still really miss us! I really like you Shu and i want to get back together... please?"she looked at me with pleading eyes.... i still liked her, maybe it will be different this time around! "Ok let's try" i smiled and she hugged me tight "thank you! It will be better i promise!" She kissed my cheek and waved goodbye as her mom waited outside the school in her car.

I walked down the courtyard and toward kokichi "kokichi! Hey" i smiled as i caught his attention "afternoon shumai! How'd it go with piano freak?"he asked as we started walking "um d-dont get mad.... ge got back together" i looked away not wanting to see his expression; he fell silent for a few seconds "ok! If you're happy I'm happy just be careful saihara -chan!" He smiled "really you mean it?!" I was happy he supported my decision and so i hugged him from the side. He giggled and hugged back. We continued walking and chatting as my home got closer and so i said good bye.

⚠️TW: ⚠️
verbal and slight physical abuse, aggressive drunk , depression,panic attacks, nail digging

|| kokichi's POV ||

So shuichi has a girlfriend again?........

"Hey Trash!" My mother yelled from the kitchen. I walked over to the sofa where the voice was coming from.
Both my stupid 'parents' where on the couch holding liquor "whats this about you coming home early some days this week?" She asked angrily. I looked down at my shaky hands "what d-do y-you mean?" I stuttered, my father growled; damn it "i told you to stop stuttering you mistake!" He threw a full bottle of beer at the wall next to me making it smash and covering me in scratches and beer. "Clean that up Bitch" he looked at me with a threatening look while my mom peacefully smoked next to him.

I grabbed a mop and broom to clean up the smashed bottle and ran to my room.

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. . .

No its not

I quickly shut the door and locked it sliding down with tears streaming down my face. The room was spinning and everything hurt. I couldn't breathe; i couldn't think straight. I just sat in a ball and hugged my knees  hyperventilating. My nails dug into my skin as i hugged myself for comfort "i-i-i i c-cant t-t-take it! I cant i cant!" My nails dug farther into my skin with every breath until bl00d drew out.

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