phew, that was one hell of an emotional roller coaster ride, ain't it? i'm sorry it ended so abruptly, but i couldn't think of any other words minghao would have said that would make me cry even more lols. i know compared to "seeking for you" (which is a woosan book. you can go read it if you're interested) this is SUCH a short book. i know, trust me, i know it. i actually hate how short this book is. i could've made one month, but school work got caught up since (if you didn't know) i am writing this in literally one of my busiest terms of the year. so please appreciate (?) that i wrote it? not tryna be cocky lol.
anyways, let me explain to you how did this book come to this since i love to do these heh.
basically. i started with a single dialogue, which is the one you saw in the very first chapter/introduction:
"you do know i only have 30 days to live"
"yeah, but does it look like i give a fuck?"
i actually remember just randomly thinking of this after i had my shower and i just thought: oh my god! such a good story starter! so then, i started this book.
i remember starting it with no clue what's going to happen. yes, i have the basic idea that it's going to be set within thirty days. but how the hell do you make a romance happen in thirty days?
and then i got caught up in school work and realised if i wanted to write thirty days worth of a story, i'd spend ages trying to write it simply because i don't have time. and that's why i decided to cut it down one time followed by another lols. i hope you didn't find that annoying :/
in addition, this is actually my first (kpop) book i wrote that's in first person. all the other stories (including my drafts) i wrote are third person, and writing first-person pov is actually so fun?? i could write down so much more thoughts that i won't be able to put down in third person povs soo i might be writing more first person povs... who know?
i hope you had a great time reading this book, i hope you have/will have an amazing day/night! thanks for reading this book & i'll see you in the next one!
p.s. tell me what ship you want me to write next! check my bio to see what groups i stan.
p.p.s. this a/n was written months before i actually published this lols. anyway, i was rereading the last chapter and oh my god it never fails to make me cry. i don't remember crying when i wrote it, but i reread it a few times and the tears are just threatening to fall :(
p.p.p.s. (i swear i'll stop here) i'm starting a hogwarts au! it'll mainly focus on the boyz but i did include ateez, a bit of seventeen (like one member lol), stray kids, some of itzy, some of iz*one and some of nct. i didn't include much of seventeen and txt because i had to fit the ages in to sync (?) with the boyz's age! anyways, please read it/support it when it comes out if you saw some of your ults up there! thank you so much for reading this book and hope i'll see you in the next!
