An Old Memory// Yang Jeongin x Reader

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝔽𝕚𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕖𝕟

Y/N's POV:

   Something's been going on with Jeongin the last few weeks, and I can't put my finger on it. He's been starting arguments over the simplest things, such as me not having my homework done in time. He's also stopped being as affectionate as he usually is; he never holds my hand, cuddles me, he barely even talks to me anymore. I hate this more than words can explain. We just got our friendship back on track. What's going on?

   Well, now that I think about it, this all started once I started becoming close with Taeyong. I have been hanging out with him a lot, but that's only during school and lunch and stuff. Plus, I legit live with Jeongin. So, I don't see why he would be jealous.

   He ignored me all morning, except when I woke him up. We barely talked the whole walk to school, and he didn't even cast a glance at me during any class except when the teacher announced that we were the highest score on our Chemistry project. 

   Being the bitch I am, I decided to hang out with Taeyong most of the day. At least it seems like he actually cares.

Jeongin's POV:

   Y/N's been hanging out with that Taeyong dude too much recently. I don't know why, but something is giving me a bad feeling about that dude. I can't explain it, but I just wanna keep Y/N away from him, but she just won't listen.

   I realize I've been kind of distant towards her, mainly because I was notified at lunch.

   "Hey, Dreamer Boy, what's up with you and Y/N?" Seungmin asked nudging my arm. I guess I was staring off a bit. I couldn't help it, watching her having...fun. With him.

   "Yea, why hasn't she been sitting with us? Is she okay?" Jeongyeon asked, obviously concerned.

   "She's just with Taeyong, as per usual."

   "I don't trust that guy. He seems like he's trying to split you and Y/N apart." Hyunjin was right. It definitely did seem that way.

   I needed to make it up to Y/N, but I felt like it could only make things worse. I waited until the end of the day to walk home with her, only to find that she wasn't waiting for me like usual. I tried calling her, but she didn't pick up, and she didn't respond to any of my texts, so I just walked home alone. When I got home, the sight I saw enraged me. 

He walked her home.

And not only that, he...hugged her. 

   I'm the only one who can do that. He doesn't deserve a girl like Y/N! I couldn't stop myself from thinking this, but what I did next was worse than my thoughts. I waited until Taeyong had left, and then I made my way to Y/N, dragging her inside.

   Once we were in, she slapped my hand away and looked at me, her dark eyes full of rage.

   "Jeongin, what the fuck is wrong with you?"

   "What the fuck is wrong with me? What the fuck is wrong with you? All of a sudden, this new guy comes along, and you ditch me for him? You walk home with him instead of me? That's a what the fuck moment, Y/N."

   "Are you serious?! You've been ditching me for the past week, yet it's a cardinal sin for me to hang out with another guy?"

   "You probably like him don't you? You're probably dating him and fantasizing-"

   "WHAT?! No Jeongin, what the hell! I just met him two weeks ago!"

   "Still, you date guys before you even know if you're in love or not."

   There was silence for a moment before she responded, "Wow. Is that how you think of me? A slut or something?"

   "I'm sorry oka-"

   "I'M FUCKING TIRED OF THE SORRYS JEONGIN! IF YOU WERE SORRY, YOU WOULDN'T DO THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN!"

   "WELL WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? ACT LIKE WHAT I DID WASN'T WRONG? I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS HOW I FEEL OTHER THAN SAYING IT TO YOU DIRECTLY?"

   "I WANT YOU TO GET OUT! JUST GET OUT! I CAN'T BE AROUND YOU RIGHT NOW!"

   These words hit me like a bullet, but it didn't take two seconds before I fulfilled her request and was out the door, purposely slamming it behind me. I couldn't be around her either. She's so selfish! I just wanted to apologize!

   I walked off a bit, making my way to the park. I sat on the old swing set, reminiscing of how me and Y/N would spend hours, swinging, talking, and just being goofballs. I let a small tear drop fall down my cheeks as I turned around on the swings.

  I heard footsteps behind me as I was turned back around. Help-

Y/N's POV:

   Tears were flowing down my face like a waterfall. I was slumped over on the ground, my face redder than cherries as I sobbed out the same thing softly: "I fucked up."

   I didn't want him to leave. Things got heated and I yelled out shit I didn't mean. What else is new?

   A couple of hours later, I heard my phone ringing off the hook. I groaned and snatched it off the counter, answering it kind of harshly.

   "Whoever this is, I can't fucking talk-" I was cut off by static on the other line.

   "Hello?" My voice rang out a bit worried. "Who is this?" The static seemed to increase as I heard a frantic voice on the other line.

   "Y/N, we have to go to the hospital! Chan's coming to-" All of a sudden, the line went dead. It didn't take me long before I deciphered the medium toned voiced with a hint of panic in it as Hyunjin's. I pulled my phone away from my ear, looking at it with an expression of confusion. Why would we need to go to the hospital?

   A couple of minutes later, Chan pulled up outside of the house, ushering me into the car.

   "Chan, what the hell is going on?"

   "It's Jeongin. Hyunjin found him. It's bad Y/N..."

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