Fantasy |g.d.|

chapter fifteen

Chapter 15

(a/n TW: sexual abuse, mentions of rape)

December

-Anna pov-

"I've missed you." Jacob kisses the top of my head.

"I haven't gone anywhere." Jacob and I are laying in his bed, our legs intertwined and my head resting on his chest.

"I know, but I feel like we never see each other anymore."

I don't answer, knowing the real reason why we never see each other anymore.

"And you've changed Anna."

I tilt my head to look into his eyes. "What? How?"

"I don't know, you're just different."

"Oh."

He shifts so that our faces are inches away from each other. "Does this new Anna want to kiss me?"

I giggle. "Yes."

He presses his slightly chapped lips to mine, fighting for dominance. I let him win and his tongue slips into my mouth as he flips us over, his body looming over mine. His right arm holds him over me as his left-hand trails slowly down my torso, lingering at the edge of my leggings. My hands make their way up to his chest and neck, resting in his thick hair. He shifts himself so he can use his right hand to lift my shirt, his fingers fiddling with my bra strap.

"Fuck.." He mumbles into my mouth when I pull his hair.

I smirk and kiss him harder, pressing up against him so that we're grinding together. I softly moan when he roughly grabs my breast, suddenly deciding to take over. He places wet kisses along my jaw and neck, his hand massaging my breast. He helps me pull off his shirt, tossing it on the floor. Suddenly he rips my shirt off and pulls down my legging at the same time. His left-hand slips under my panties as his right-hand tries to pull off my bra.

It dons on me that he doesn't just want to make out. "Mhmm-." I struggle to pull away from his lips since he's pushing into me. "S-stop."

He barely lifts, our breaths mingling. "What's wrong?" He doesn't wait for me to answer and instead tries to kiss me again.

I place my hands on his bare chest. "Are you serious Jacob?!"

His eyes are dark. "Yes, I'm serious. Come on Anna, we've been dating for a year, I need this."

"I'm not going to let you pressure me into this." I try to move out from under him but he raises his arms to cage me in and presses his body down onto mine, trapping me underneath him.

"Why?" He says harshly.

"I don't know Jacob, I'm just not ready, please...l-let me out.." My voice cracks.

He doesn't move, instead leans closer to me, his face inches from mine and his fists clenched. "Explain to me why you won't sleep with me, Anna!"

I try to push him off me but he grabs both of my wrists with his left hand, pinning my arms above my head. "P-please Jacob, move!" I say desperately, tears threatening to fall.

"No, Anna! Not until you answer me!" He roars. "Do you not desire me? Are you sleeping with another guy?"

"No! N-no! It's not that!" Tears slip down my face as my body writhes, trying to escape from under him. I feel cold and clammy every time his bare skin touches mine.

"Then tell me!" He screams in my face.

"I'm not ready! I'm not ready!" I plead.

"Yes! Yes, you are Anna! I promise you'll enjoy it, just try! Come on, we'll be alone for hours, let me give you what we both want!" His right-hand trails down my whole body as he speaks, trying to be seductive.