Y/N has always known Emily, growing up together and bonding over shared trauma. Even going as far as going undercover for Interpol. After the 9 grueling years, she had given up on love, it would always lead to heartbreak even if it's a good guy. Tha...
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"I can't cry, I'm too anxious. Restless mind, I can't shake this, Said I'm fine but we both know I'm faking. I'm not feeling numb, I'm just feeling everything at once"
You took a deep breath as you stared out the window, watching the night skyline as you flew. All you could think about was if Spencer would make it. Derek never even mentioned where he was shot but by his tone you knew it was life-threatening.
Your memories of him flashed through your mind, all of the good and all of the bad. "Y/N" Emily's called out, holding out a cup of coffee towards you. You bit your lip, taking the cup, giving her a soft smile in thanks. "Have they told you anything?" Emily shook her head as she sat across from you, you took a small sip of the coffee.
"Nope," She whispered the popping the p as she spoke, "How're you feeling, be honest" you sighed as you felt her hand on your knee. "If I'm honest, just about every emotion, fuck I just need some distraction."
Her lips formed into a sad smile, "I mean you could cuddle Bella," She gestured to the sleeping toddler lying across two seats. "Or I could tell you about JJ and I" Your eyes lit up "Please, tell me everything"
She chuckled as she started to tell you almost everything about her relationship with JJ. "I mean, she was with me when I was relocated to Paris" She whispered "She kept me distracted and occupied during those months" You smiled softly "Oh come on, why aren't you two together then?"
"That's because she's married, Y/N" Emily groaned out as she said one of her reasons why she and JJ weren't together. "That's a shame, but then why was she looking like she wanted to fuck you when you were back in DC" You chuckled and looked over at her "Well, I can't say that but if she was looking at me lovingly, that might be because she almost died"
You nodded whispering a soft 'oh' before staring at your lap. "Yeah, we're almost there" She stated as she stared out the window, observing the landscape beneath them. "Thank you for coming with me, can you watch Bella while I'm at the hospital, unless they need your help of course"
Emily chuckled, "Of course I can, and how are we introducing her? Your daughter? My goddaughter? Long lost niece?" You let out a soft laugh at her last suggestion, "Since the files said I was pregnant, there's no point to lie"
"Momma, where are we?" You heard the little girl speak, her voice quiet as she yawned. "We're going to see a friend of mine, princess. You're gonna stay with Auntie Emily at the hotel" You answered smiling softly at her.
You entered the Emergency Room, "You know he wants kids, can you imagine Spence as a dad?" JJ's voice filled the waiting room, you leaned against the door frame, taking in the words. Images of Spencer as a dad filling your mind, a small smile tugging at your lips. "That would be the luckiest kid in the world" Blake whispered, looking over at you.
You made your way over to them, "Have you heard anything?" They shook their heads before Blake spoke "He's still in surgery nothing yet" You sighed sitting in one of the chairs. You saw Garcia and another man walk in before a doctor walked in. You perked up hoping for new information on Spencer.
