t/w: confused thoughts ; inner demons
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im in a crowd. beautiful people surround me. my friends said it'll be good for me... is it ?
i want to leave. i dont fit in here... i want to go home. take me home.
but don't you have to make your friends happy ?
the alien speaks.
answer the question !
they arent my friends.
they hang out with you...
his antennae and tentacles wrap around my neck.
don't they hang out with you... ?
they only do that because they pity me.
you can always leave.
but they'll be confused.
will they really ?
i dont want them to worry about me...
what makes you think they worry about you ?
...
they are feeding you wrong information- feeding us wrong information. and you know what will happen to you if i die...
you're not helping me here.
im not trying to help you. im trying to keep us safe.
you're useless.
stop talking about yourself.
you keep doing this to me ! you drag me away from the people that i care about !
have you ever really cared for anyone ? if you keep a distance, you wont hurt people.
then they wont hurt me.
us.
then they wont hurt us.
start building, then.
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