twenty eight weeks of moving on (Her POV)

prologue

im stuck in my room.

lying in my bed.

facing the ceiling

thinking of you.

reminscing our story.

then i wonder,

if you would be given a chance to rephrase anything that happened before..

ano yun at baket? 

kung ako ang tatanungin wala akong gustong baguhin. 

gugustuhin ko pa din na makilala ka, at gugustuhin ko padin na masaktan ng dahil sayo.

i would still consider myself Lucky..

Lucky to have enough days, weeks, and months with you. si jack and rose nga ilang araw lang yung napagkaloob sa pagmamahalan nila ee tayo pa kaya na nabigyan ng sapat na panahon? 

maybe for some people, forever wouldnt that be enough pero para sakin? sapat na yung ilang araw na napagsaluhan nating dalawa.

i'm Astrid Iyah Zaldriaga and this is my 28 weeks of hoping and waiting, 28 weeks of grieving, 28 weeks of MOVING ON.