⚽️Footballer Imagines ⚽️

Kai Havertz

5. "I'm lost without you!"

"What?!" You exclaimed.

You felt such emotion right now. Part of you was happy that Kai was now coming to your home country to play football, but another felt angry cause he didn't even have any conversation about it with you.

You loved it here in Germany with him, and now you were expected to give it all up just like that.

"Uhh," Kai mumbled, scratching his neck.

Your reaction wasn't exactly how he had hoped it was gonna do. He was mixed in feelings too. He was happy to move to Chelsea, but he was sad that you had reacted like this, but then he also felt stupid because he didn't even talk to you about it. Maybe it wasn't a good idea to let your girlfriend find out from Sky Sports News instead of you.

"Uhh? That's all you have to say? Kai! This is a dream for you, I've begged you to try and play for a club in my country for ages, but you've said you're not ready so I respected that and decided to move in with you in Germany so we could be together! That was so hard for me to do. But I did it cause I love you. And now, once I've settled and am happy, you wanna move to Chelsea? Oh wait, you are moving to Chelsea!" You exclaimed, waving your hands about.

"I'm sorry, okay! Yes it was a bit of an idiot move to not tell you but-"

"Oh yeah! I found out from SKY SPORT NEWS! IT WASNT EVEN FROM YOU!" You yelled.

He pouted. Maybe you did have a right to be yelling at him. He thought he was gonna make you happy with the move and maybe you would've....if he had told you.

"I can't express how sorry I am, Y/N! I truly am sorry. But I do need to know, are you coming with me?" He asked, looking at you hopefully.

You huffed, the tears threatening to fall. This was so big in the two of yours lives together. When you didn't answer Kai got nervous, thinking he had messed everyone up.

"I'm sorry," He said almost in a whisper.

By this point his eyes were glossy and his hands were fidgety. You felt bad of course, but just needed some time.

"I need some time," You huffed with a shaky breath.

Kai's head fell along with his whole mood. He knew he had messed up massively.

"Y/N, wait let's talk about this,please. Together!" He begged as you headed for the door.

"Not now Kai please," You sighed.

"But...but...." He whispered, watching you slip on your coat, "I'm lost without you, okay!?"

You stopped in your tracks, turning to face him as he continued.

"I dont know where I'm headed. I don't know england as well as you do. But, I am emotionally, mentally and physically lost with out you. I need you. I rely on you. You're the best thing to ever happen to me and I don't wanna lose that! Please, I'm an idiot I know. Just give me another chance, please," He begged, his expression changing as you smiled.

"I never said I was leaving you, dumbass. You maybe an idiot, but you're my idiot. It was just... a bummer that you didnt tell me about your dream move. I felt really...unimportant. I'm sorry. I was acting like a bitch about something you really wanted," You apologised, but he shook his head.

"I'm the one that's sorry. I really am. You're the most important thing in my life. I love you," He told you.

You smiled, "I love you too. And I'd love to go with you back to England."