yall liked the aftercare aspect of the oneshots so i give you more!
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Mattia slapped Kairi's face hard, one hand wrapped around his neck. He relished in the shriek that Kairi let out, fucking him even harder.
A string of disgusting words left his mouth as he degraded Kairi to the point of tears. Calling him every name he could think of as he chased his high.
Kairi whimpered and cried under Mattia's hard thrusts, flinching every time he raised his hand. He had resigned himself to a simple fucktoy for Mattia to use.
He flinched as Mattia raised his hand to slap him again, raising his own hand as if to block the slap that would surely follow. Don't get it wrong, he liked the pain, he wanted more, but it's only natural when someone raises their hand.
Mattia halted in mid air, still thrusting in and out of Kairi.
M: You broke the rules.
Kairi felt more tears well up in his eyes as he bit his lip. He was genuinely hurting now but he didn't want to disappoint Mattia. They had been going for what felt like a million years but was likely a few hours at that point. His entire body felt sore and he was starting to believe that he was a worthless slut to Mattia.
Mattia raised his hand again but Kairi couldn't do it. He broke down inside, saying the only word that came to his mind.
K: Red!
Mattia instantly stopped. He didn't even thrust one more time. It was like a switch, absolutely everything stopped. He lowered his hand and pulled out. Taking a breath to calm his urge to keep going. It didn't matter that he was still hard and horny as fuck; his pleasure didn't matter anymore if Kairi wasn't enjoying it too.
K: Mattia I'm sorry-I can't-
Kairi broke down and started crying, suddenly feeling useless and detached. Mattia grabbed his discarded boxers and put them back on before climbing back into the bed.
M: No no Kairi. It's ok. Baby it's ok, it's not you're fault.
Kairi sniffled, biting his lip to keep his tears from falling.
He was certainly a sight for sore eyes. He had red handprints on both cheeks, tears streaming down his face. More handprints and bruises across his thighs. He lay with his shaking legs flat on the bed, his hands crossed in front of his body.
He loved it, most of the time. Today it was just too much, he had a rough day and it turns out he wasn't up for Mattia's rough antics. He had never called safeword in year that he and Mattia had been together.
M: Kairi baby, talk to me.
Kairi shook his head, looking away from Mattia. He heard Mattia stand up and a few seconds later the shower was running.
More tears splashed onto Kairi's red cheeks. He didn't know what he wanted, he felt confused and abandoned. Suddenly he was being gently picked up in Mattia's arms.
He gasped as Mattia lifted him, carrying him to the bathroom. He set him gently on his feet before helping him into the shower.
M: Do you want me in with you or out?
Kairi stepped back, making more room in the shower for Mattia. Mattia stepped in as well, sighing as the warm water hit his body.
Mattia grabbed a washcloth and started to gently wipe Kairi's body, running his fingers gently over every mark he had previously made.
M: Talk to me baby, what happened? Tell me what I did wrong.
K: No you didn't do anything wrong. I don't know. I-I just couldn't do more. I'm sorry I know you're disappointed.
M: No Kairi. I'm not disappointed. It's not fun for me if you're not having fun too.
Kairi started crying again, hiding his face from Mattia as the other boy wiped every bit of mess off of him.
When they were finished Mattia got out first, drying himself and putting on sweatpants before helping Kairi out of the shower and wrapping him up in a towel.
He steered the hurting boy back to their bedroom, sitting him down on the edge of the bed.
M: Do you want to eat something? I think we still have some ice cream left?
Kairi looked up at Mattia's beautiful brown eyes. Full of concern for the older. He felt more tears fill his eyes.
He shook his head, wrapping his towel closer around his body.
Mattia ran to his drawers and pulled his most comfy pair of pajamas and one of his hoodies, knowing how Kairi liked Mattia's hoodies more than his own.
He handed them to Kairi and left the room for a moment while Kairi got dressed. By the time he got back. Kairi was snuggled into his oversized clothes, and sitting against a mound of pillows.
Mattia handed him a glass of water and got into the bed beside him, pulling Kairi into him. It was silent for a few minutes while the boys got comfortable. Mattia started gently touching Kairi's face and hair. Softly running his fingers over the red marks his hands had made less than an hour ago.
M: I love you Kairi, you know that right?
Kairi nodded, sipping his water.
M: I don't mean any of the mean stuff I said, I love you so much. I never mean any of the names or anything I say during sex, ok?
Kairi nodded again. He knew Mattia was being truthful, he could tell by the way his voice was calm and steady. The way it held so much love and care for the boy who he had previously been calling a "worthless, cheap whore". Mattia's hands ran lightly all over Kairi's arms and chest, slowly pulling him to sleep.
M: And I never meant to hurt you Kairi. At least, not anymore than what you ask me to. I'm so proud that you called safeword baby. I'm so glad that you know your limits and you weren't afraid to stop me. I'll never be upset with you for stopping when you're not having fun.
The two sat in silence for a while longer. Mattia running his fingers through Kairi's damp hair. Kairi listening to Mattia's heartbeat as he breathed in the boy's cologne, snuggled against his side.
M: I'm not working tomorrow. Let's sleep in in the morning and I'll make you breakfast in bed and we'll just spend the day home together. If you want?
Kairi looked up at Mattia, kissing him softly on the cheek.
K: Yes please.
Kairi snuggled further into Mattias side, quickly falling asleep as Mattia whispered how much he loved him. How amazing Kairi was and how he never meant to hurt him.
He felt loved again. He felt appreciated and wanted. He loved Mattia.
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aftercare!
the end fell apart a little but whatever
