Dear Diary,
It's not fair.
It's not fair that when I'm finally like 2 weeks clean and I'm actually enjoying life right now, 3 people I know are miserable and are cutting themselves.
Why am I the one who's getting better while all 3 of them are dealing with God knows what.
And the worst part is that they're the ones who always seem happy. They're the ones who cheer people up when they're down.
I don't deserve to be happy and getting better. I'm an absolute bitch to everyone but yet I'm finally happy and I'm 2 weeks clean?
It's just not fair.
So to be fair, I'm going to start cutting again.
Because I, Michael Clifford, shouldn't be happy.
They should.
