Dear diary,
I feel my self getting progressively worse each day. I can actually feel my self get sadder as each day passes and I freaking hate it.
I do not want to be like this, I don't!
I don't want to have to fake smiles and forces laughs. I want to be able to hang out with my friends and laugh and smile with them because I want to, not so they won't see how sad I am.
It's just a matter of time before someone sees my scars and realizes that I'm not "just tired"
And when that day comes, I will not be ready.
I'll never be.
