Dear diary,
The urge to cut is so strong.
I desperately need to bring a blade to my fat disgusting thighs but I cant, I'm going to see the doctor in 2 days for my yearly check up.
My cuts still haven't faded so I'm going to have to cover them up in makeup, and hopefully it doesn't rub off.
I can't afford my mom finding out I started cutting again.
2 days.
I just have to wait 2 days to do to myself what I deserve
