Dear diary,
Why do my parents always end up fighting when our family is at its happiest?
I'm getting pretty fucking tired of it. I just want ONE day where they could breathe around each other without ripping each others throats out.
My parents know that my dad is leaving to prison this month, but yet they still continue to fight 24/7.
You'd think that my dad would stick around due to the fact that he's leaving for 10 months soon, but no. What does he do instead? He goes out to the damn bar and gets drunk.
I wake up to the middle of the night to find my mom crying her damned heart out in the bathroom because my dad didn't come home last night.
My dad knows that my mom can't see. He knows that we have to help her get through places but he acts like its a fucking chore. He gets so freaking pissed at me when I help her walk safely up and down the stairs.
I'm scared that the next fight they have, its gonna get violent.
They claim they love each other.
If this is what love actually is, I sure as hell don't want to find it.
