(Btw guys this chapter contains self harm at the very end in the 2nd Audrey's POV so if you don't want to read it you don't have to)
°°° Audrey's POV °°°
"Audrey?" I heard the doctor call.
I looked over at Will and he stood up to come with me. We walked over, and it started like a normal visit to the doctors. They got my age, weight, height, you know, the usual. Then they opened a door that led to a huge room. There were blue walls with a white ceiling, and the floor was a light brown carpet. It was full of desks and doors.
The doctor lead us over to a large door and a sign next to it that said CAT SCAN. I have been in one of these before, but they had to keep redoing it because I couldn't stay still.
When we got in the room, we looked around and saw a machine, some chairs, and a big screen. Will sat down in a chair, and I sat next to him. The room was completely silent. The doctor was looking around for something, then finally said, "I have to go get something I'll be right back."
Will and I sat in silence. We waited for the doctor to close the door. He stood up and looked at the screen. On the screen was an article on lung cancer. I stood up and walked over to him. He took me in his arms and said, "I won't leave you, I'll be with you every step of the way, I promise."
The doctor came in and said, "Boo." We just looked at him and pulled away from our hug. Will sat in the chair and I kept standing.
••• Will's POV •••
She kept standing there while I sat. The doctor said, "Audrey, could you lay on that table for me?" "Sure," She said. She layed down snd kept her eyes on me. The doctor said, "Okay, now I'm going to send you into the scanner, so keep still." She took a deep breath and the table started moving into the scanner.
When she got out of the machine, she stood up right away and sat down next to me, squeezing my hand. The doctor said, "Okay, you guys can go, if we need you again, we'll call you." "Thank you," She said politely.
We walked outside and got into my car and I asked, "So where do you want to go?" "Umm can you just take me back to my apartment?" "Sure," I said.
**Time skip to apartment**
We got back to her apartment, and she opened the door and said, " Umm can I just be alone for a little while?" "Yeah sure, can I stay out here?" "I don't care, go ahead if you like."
°°° Audrey's POV °°°
I went into my room and shut the door. I sat on my bed and started to cry. I tried to keep myself as quiet as I could. I stood up, and walked over to all of my unpacked boxes. I found a box that said DONT USE.
I opened the box and pulled out an even smaller box, filled of everything I used to harm myself. I opened the box, and picked up one of my blades. I started to cry even more. I haven't used one of these sense my father had left, because my mom had found out what he had done to me.
I held it tight and rolled up my left sleeve. I began to place the blade on my arm and think "Should I do this? Is it worth it? Yes."
I placed the blade to my skin and dragged it across my arm. Every cut being deeper than the one before it. I made sure that I wouldn't hit a vein. I finished cutting and I put the blade back in the box, and I put the box in my closet, on the top shelf in the corner, so that nobody would find it. I sat on my bed and stared at the cuts. I started to count them.
...one...two...three...four...five...six...seven...eight...nine...ten. Ten.
What is Will going to say?
°•° A/N °•°
Heyyyy guys !
So I've procrastinated alot on writing this chapter. Yeahhh I'm sorryyy....
I'm sorry for the part with the self harming, but I thought it would fit in with the story, idk.
But after this chapter this will probably be at 1k views !!!! OMG THANK YOU GUYS !!
I'm gonna be gone all weekend so I might not be posting the next chapter for a while.
So yeahhh ...
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