Dearest Enemy {Miya Atsumu}

XV

Atsumu's P.O.V

When I entered the school, I opened my locker and there was a bento box, above it, I found a letter that was written 'We don't need memories :)' and a draw of a little Sun. The box was filled with fatty tuna and rice.

"Morning Atsumu-san" It was Miyuki she looked at the box in my hands "I can see you found the box I made for you, did you like it?"

"Yes, I guess, what's the reason you made this?"

"Yesterday you sounded a little bit sad, so I wanted to cheer you up" That's kind of nice, I wish Hakari could be concerned like this about me...

"Thank you I appreciate it princess" I smiled at her

"So... you don't need to hang out with me if you don't feels good today" I think I can do it for her, the last one wasn't so bad

"No, we can do it, you can meet me at the entrance of the school after my pratice, princess"

"I could cheer for you, I don't have anything to do" That's not bad so I nodded. All I can think that I wish is that Kari does the same, yesterday I said so many things to her and she barely talked...

That makes me angry, the girl I don't care about, do this for me and the girl I totally care about don't give a shit 'bout me, yesterday she didn't even let us sleep at her house. Everyone can be a manager if that just have to take care of towels and bottle of waters, she screamed with Suna and my brother 'cause they couldn't be intelligent as her

When I was going to my classroom I saw Hikari, she was smiling, of course, she is smiling, she never lost so she doesn't even know how we feel and don't even try to, she probably feels pity

"How can you be so emotionless? Bro, we're not fine and you keep smiling as nothing happened, do you have feelings or your poor dad created an unsympathetic monster too?" She looked at me with despair "we could buy a robot to be our manager instead of you, maybe he could take care of us better than you, leave me alone"

"I didn't think you were so fragile that you would break just because of a game, I thought you were a better setter, little boy, maybe your brother is really the better twin... if you want me to be the villain then I'll be" she smirked and left without even let me reply, I can't believe I said that to her

Hikari's P.O.V

When you felt you're out of control, get out of the school Karen, and run without destination, that's how you'll find yourself...

My tutor told me that once, and I always do this since.

I can't understand... Why Atsumu said that? Is he playing with me? Yesterday was just bullshit? What is going on? Why did I tell him that shit back? There is a stubbornness about me: that I can never bear to be frightened at the will of others. My courage always rises at every attempt to intimidate me.

I want to cry, I want to scream, I need to be alone. I left school, my phone is inside my bag in the classroom. I can't think straight right now. I ran, so fast until my lungs hurt, I found a little forest near our school.

I'm always like this, if there's a light then I'm going to swallow it, if there's a god then I'm going to make him cry... I'm not a creature that was born, I'm the fire that was set. My father's words are spinning in my head.

Inside the woods, I fell so many times, I even hurt my lips but I kept running, I need to hear the sound of nature besides the loud sound of my hearting beating in my chest, am I a monster that can't be transformed? I stopped then I screamed at the top of my lungs.

"What I did so wrong?"

I heard the school's bell ringing, I should go back I've been minutes or maybe hours here. While I walked I looked at my clothes, they're dirty, my knee and mouth are bleeding, I'm also sweating

When I was close to the school I could feel that my body was tired, I barely slept... I yawned then I heard someone calling my name

"Hikari!" I opened my eyes it was Osamu, I smiled at him and waved my hands "where you have been?"

"I felt that I need to take a walk"

"Then you decided to do this during our class?" I nodded and yawned again "you're hurt and dirty, where did you go?" I answered to the woods "I'm pretty sure there's a lot of places that are properly for walking, we're worried why didn't you tell us? Never mind let's go to the infirmary, Suna text to our teammates saying she's fine" Samu gave me a piggyback ride, the nurse was pretty confused but she helped me anyway, then she left the room

"I know why I'm hurt but why are you hurt Osamu?" I could see a band-aid on his face "you fought with your brother again?" He nodded "Today is too chaotic"

"Don't talk like that, I and my brother fight all the time but what you did was crazy Hikari, thankfully Nami said it happens and there was nothing we could do, you would be fine"

"Shit, Nami is going to kill me" he looked confused "you don't know? My mom is always traveling so the only one that can deal with my problems is Nami, that includes school problems"

"Well, there's another one, you're the only one who doesn't delivered your assignment in literature class"

"What? We still have months to do this"

"I know but... the teacher said if you don't do it, you'll fail in his subject"

"No way! That bastard! I can't write what he wants me to. I don't have any idea of how two people who hated each other start to fall in love, it's the stupidest thing I ever heard! Or I'm just too bad to know how this kind of love is possible"

"Why are you saying this? How can you possibly be bad if you gave to the whole team our favourite foods just because we felt sad? Or done the whole assignment by yourself because you wanted me and Suna to rest? That's bullshit and if you're saying this is just because you're trying to believe in it" I was confused "Do you really believe that we could think that wasn't you that made that for us?"

"I'm not used to being caring or to care. I don't know what to do, maybe you should find another manager"

"You're the sweetest badass we'll ever meet and you don't need to go anywhere"

"Can you do me a favor?" He nodded "in today's practice, I want to set for you"

"Of course, I have to say thanks after you giving me so many onigiris, how you made all that food without even knowing how to cook?"

"When I was at your house I had this idea, that's why I didn't let you sleep at my place, I ordered the food, I can't cook all of that in one night"

"How could you have the courage to call yourself bad?" He laughed "you simp for all of us"

"I have to be your fan number one" I giggled too "well, I'll come back home, I'm already in trouble and they'll call Nami anyway, see ya at our training, tell the others I had an headache or something" he nodded then I left the infirmary