𝕀𝕤𝕤𝕦𝕖𝕤

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Chapter 3
-issues-

kairi pov

I sigh I was in the middle of class as Alvaro and Alejandro had been flirting the entire time while I basically finished up our class project

"Instead of you guys flirting around can you guys help?"

"Oh come on Kairi me and Alejandro haven't seen each other for a while to days at school" I rolled my eyes "You saw him yesterday at your house" Alvaro laughed and winked "I said at school"

I sighed as I began doing more research on the project the bell rung as I immediately got up and walked out the class room leaving the love birds to whatever they were doing

I bumped into someone causing me to fall

"Oww fuck" I look up and see Mattia

"MATTIA" I hugged him and he hugged me back he had a smile on his face "Sorry I forgot to tell you that my suspension was over after the you know what situation"

"Yeah I understand" Mattia smiled and hugged me once more "Sorry I just really need to just hug"

I smiled and looked to my right as I saw my counselor looking at us

"Did you talk to her?" Mattia nodded

" I was basically forced to talk to her she was actually very mad at the situation that I had cost but sooner or later she understood" I laughed and began walking Mattia to his class

"Well yeah it was pretty fucked up" Mattia looked to the side "Hey hey it's fine I forgive you remember"

"It's not that guy what is the teacher forces us to switch projects because of what I did?" I sigh " i'll talk to him maybe he'll listen to me"

" has anyone been talking shit about you well you know about the thing?"

"Actually know people have actually been trying to help me with this situation but I don't even need help since well we're friends already"

"Yeah friends.." I looked at Mattia once more " you are mad at me for calling you a friend anymore right?"

Mattia stood silent

"I don't know Kai you know I care about our relationship" I looked to the side to see our teacher he had his hand crossed and looked at us in confusion

"Oh hello Kairi and Mattia I was wondering if I could talk to you guys for a moment"

" Mattia you know what you did is wrong right? I might have to change partners"

"No no sir please it's fine me and Mattia talked it out everything is fine now we still wanna be partners for this project we actually kind of wanna learn more about each other"

The teacher sighed and looked down " are you sure about this"

I nodded and Mattia smiled

"Mattia I have lowered you're grade to a 70 because of your actions don't let it happen again"

"Yes sir"

I sat down with Mattia everyone looked at us and began talking

I didn't care I continued talking to Mattia things changed between us

However for some reason I didn't want Mattia to bring up the word relationship I wasn't ready for one mainly with him deep down I didn't forgive Mattia he hurt me trust was something that I needed and yearned for

"Alright everyone 3 facts about your partners now"

-time skip-

Some reason me and Mattia were last but I knew why

Alright Kairi you first tell me 3 facts about Kairi

Everyone stared at me I honestly hated the attention

"Mattia has a fear of rats"

"He's 5'10 and he's a Taurus"

Everyone stared at Mattia and smiled as he was about to speak

"He's a Aquarius he's 5'6 and he and his mother have a beautiful relationship"

The teacher wrote in his notebook and nodded "Alright thank you for sharing"

- Lunch -

Everyone sat together obviously Alvaro and Alejandro was still flirting Roshaun in robert we're talking about a game called FIFA and me and Mattia were  just joking around

Everything was perfect

I felt a tap on my shoulder I turn to see my father

I immediately woke up and sigh the boys looked at me and they all looked in confusion

"You ok kiddo?" Robert look the most concerned "I'm- I'm fine I need to go to the bathroom"

Mattia got up "I'll take you, you seem unstable" Mattia took me and walked me to the bathroom

I immediately walked over to the sink and washed my face

"You're father" I quickly turned and looked at Mattia "It's you're father isn't it" I rolled my eyes and sighed "Yeah..he's still in my head after I.."

Mattia hugged me from behind and smiled "It's alright Kairi just calm down"

"Mattia I'm having issues with myself I keep wanting to hurt myself because my father isn't in the picture" Mattia looked at me surprised

"What.." I laughed and looked up "I have issues Mattia I'm so bipolar I don't even know what I want to do with my life anymore"

Mattia grabbed my hand and sighed "Kai it's alright just relax" I placed my head on his chest "Mattia would you hurt me?"

I looked up and watched Mattia shaking his head

"Please"

Mattia stood blankly at me
"What..do you mean please?"

"Hurt me Mattia I want you to hurt me"

"I need you to hurt me"