𝕀𝕤𝕤𝕦𝕖𝕤

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mattia pov

Kairi seemed off he had asked me to hurt him but I didn't even want to give him a answer

Why would he want me to hurt him?

Did his father have such an affect on him

What if I hurt him to badly I can't do that do him I already herded him emotionally I can't hurt him physically

I'm assuming he like the abuse

But why.. why would a someone like that why would someone enjoy to get hit with different objects I don't even think it mattered who it was as long as it was pain he was feeling

"Kai I'm not going to do that"

Kairi let tears fall from his eyes

"Why not you almost hit me when we first met what's so different now do I have to make you hurt me what should I do to make you punish me anything Mattia just talk to me tell me something that would make you hurt me"

I didn't know what Kairi was doing but I hated it he grabbed me by my shirt and pulled me closer to his face

"MATTIA POLIBIO HURT ME SMACK ME DO ANYTHING JUST HURT ME"

I watched as Kairi yelled into my face his tears falling to the floor

"You fucking pussy just do it"

I took my hand and slapped Kairi causing him to fall onto the floor he immediately looked up at me and then back down

"I'm sorry Mattia I didn't mean to do that"

I picked up Kairi and washed his face "It's..it's fine kai I should be the one saying sorry"

Kairi looked at me once more and smiled

"Next time I need you to do it harder just like he did"

I watched as Kairi smiled and walked out the bathroom door he left me a shock I was wondering what the hell have been going through his mind did his father have such an affect on him even now that he's dead... he still has a affect on him

kairi pov

I don't even know what's going on I want Mattia to hurt me now I need him to hurt me...

I need a replacement for my father what if I force him to hurt me...no I can't do that to him he would never forgive me for it

I generally don't understand my feelings towards Mattia he's trying to protect me however I want him to hurt me how ironic

I'm fucking weak I finally had the courage to step up to my father I even killed him for god sake and now I want somebody else to fucking hurt me

Mattia...

alvaro pov

"Y'all they've been gone for quite a while now" Robert stood up and walked out of the cafeteria "He's probably going to go look for them" I nodded at Roshaun and sighed "I hope Kairi is okay losing a father must be hard"

"Not in this case...Kairi should be acting differently" Roshaun rose a brow "What?"

"Kairi disliked his father Kairi...is genuinely a confusing person you won't understand"

Roshaun looked at Alejandro and then back at me I knew he had been confused however what could I have said...

mattia pov

And walked back to the cafeteria Kairi wasn't there and Robert seemed to have left too

"Yo where's Rob?" Alejandro shrugged "He just got up I'm assuming that he went to go look for you guys where's Kai?"

"I don't know.."

"Didn't you go to the bathroom with him?" I nodded "Yeah but he left the bathroom first"

Alvaro sighed " I hope he's okay did he say anything?"

I shook my head no and looked at the cafe entrance to see Robert come back but without Kairi

"Mattia where's Kai?"

"I don't know rob"

kairi pov

I walked to the other side of the building and went into the Counselors office Ms.Knighted looked at me and smiled

"Hey love how are you"

"I don't know.." she looked at me in a concerned way "Was it Mattia?"

"What no?" She tilted her head and looked at me

"What's going on then?"

"Have you ever wanted to feel pain?" 
Ms.Knighted shook her head she looked at me up and down and confusion "Kairi what are you trying to get at"

" I should've never came here"

I closed the door and walked back to the other side of the building not caring about the calls coming from behind me

"Kairi! KAIRI!"