MY TWINS (Completed)

Chapter 16

Mew's POV

"Are you okay, daddie?" Nag-aalalang lumapit sa akin si Tristan.

Nakasalampak ang pag-upo ko sa sofa. I am still touching my lips. Did he just kiss me? Ibig sabihin ba nun mahal niya pa rin ako?

"Yup. I am good." Sagot ko sa kanya.

Kanina pa kami nagrerecord ng mga kanta dito sa tablet nila. I saw my complete list of music videos here. To be honest, I am so touched. Gulf introduced me to them, kahit hindi ako deserving dahil wala naman ako ng panahong kailangan niya ako. May mga picture din kaming dalawa dito nang panahong kami pa.

"Gusto niyo ba sumama sakin sa bahay ko? We have a house in Manila. It's big, madami ang laruan dun at madaming pagkain." Tanong ko sa kanila. I want to give them a comfortable life. I know Gulf tried hard to raise them but they are my sons too. They deserve better. I want them to convince Gulf to stay with us and fix what should be fixed.

"Okay, daddie. Basta kasama si mommie." Sabi ni Tristan.

"Paano kapag ayaw niya?"

"Then you can just visit us here or better if you would stay here. We can't leave mommie alone. He'll be sad again."

"Is he always sad?" Tanong ko sa kanya.

"He is happy in the morning, but he always cries at night. Palagi ko siya nahuhuli and he always say he is just tired." Tristan talks like an old guy.

"Really? Do you think he'll be happy if I bring him to our big house?" Tanong ko ulit sa kanila.

"If you will let him rest then he would be happy."

I'll open up this idea with Gulf later. I hope he agrees with me. I want him to have a comfortable life too. I know that everything is my fault. This started when I tried to hide our relationship from everyone. Kung alam lang sana nila ang relasyon namin, they wouldn't dare flirt with Gulf. Hindi din sana siya maghahanap ng bagay na wala sa relasyon namin. Alam ko naman kung bakit pakiramdam niya ay gusto niya si Max, it's because Max is being honest with everyone. He made Gulf feel that he deserves to be loved. Ipinagsisigawan ni Max sa lahat na may gusto siya kay Gulf samantalang kailangan namin itago ang nararamdaman namin sa isa't isa. Kung alam ko lang na sa ganoon hahantong ang relasyon namin, I should have ended my contract right away. I should have been more honest with everyone. I should have scream to the world that Gulf is mine. I failed him and everything happening to him is solely my fault.

"Andito na ko mga makukulit na itlog." Rinig ko ang boses ni Chen mula pa lang sa labas ng bahay.

Excited na tumayo ang dalawa. "Daddy Chen." Sigaw nilang sabay.

"May pinadala ulit ang dad... Mew." Gulat na sigaw ni Chen. "How did you find them?"

"Destiny did. So, what's up? Ilang beses na tayo nagkita. Hindi mo sa akin nabanggit to." Lumapit ako sa kanya. Busy yung dalawa sa pagbubukas ng mga paper bag na pasalubong ni Chen.

"Gulf prohibited me to tell everyone including you. Can we talk?"

"We are talking." Lumipat kami sa sulok at nag-usap ng masinsinan.

"Are you going to take him back?" Tanong niya sa akin.

"Why? May problema ba dun?"

"Well, none for me. But can you forgive him already? He is still sorry for what happened before. Kinakain pa din siya ng guilt niya. He shut the door to his heart. Pinagbawalan niya ang sarili niyang magmahal ulit dahil feeling niya hindi niya na deserve na maging masaya. If you're not going to take him back, at least please tell him that you forgive him to make him feel at ease. Please let him love again."