"I DONT WANT YOU TO CHEER ME UP! Okay!? God, I'm not some kid who needs their parents to make them happy! I want to be angry! I want to be angry and pissed off and I want to break things and take it out on someone. And I can't do any of that! Stop trying to cheer me up, I have every right I feel like this, and I just want to let it...I want to let it happen. Just for a little...god I want to be fucking mad."
Their voice cracked towards the end, breaking into a sob. Their frustration manifested into tears and they screamed, feeling stupid for crying.
"I want to blame someone for my problems, even though I know it's not their fault. I wanna be mean and upset and feel like I have a right to be, just for once! I'm sick of people giving me reasons to cheer up. And--and it's not that I don't appreciate it, but it just--it feels like I can't be anything other than happy, y'know? It's selfish, but I want people to feel uncomfortable, looking at me cry or scream, because them it feels like they understand I'm upset."
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A/N: I was having A Moment™ and as I usually do, I wrote it out, and I was going to write a oneshot around it, but I don't really have anything, so here's this. Imagine whomever you want to say this, and I mean, hell, you could write something of your own based off of it if you want, cause I got nothing lol
P.S: I have something in the works and it's long and shitty but just bear with me
