The Badboy's Return

Book 1 of Chasing The Bad Girl

I want to cry
I want to scream
I want to tell you mostly
I hate that I'm afraid of everything
I hate that you're the one thing I want the most but can't have
I hate that you've let me go before I got to say goodbye
I wish that you could go back to me
I wish that I could believe my own lies to cover up the pain you left in me
I need to move on says my head
I need to hold on says my heart
I need to decide says my mind
I envy the way this hasn't hurt you at all.

I need to start doing things for myself
I hate that you used me
I hate that I wasted time with you
I'm tired of hoping aimlessly for you
I'm sorry I couldn't make you happy
Funny though how you never said sorry for hurting me, for breaking me,for leaving me, for not loving me...

Damn you Luigi Miguel Fortalejo!

Cursing you, Samantha Aldea Aragon