I should not have gone out, I should not have listened to my stupid friends, and I shouldn't have gotten so drunk. I made a mistake and paid the price. If I would've done certain things differently, I'd have never met that awful excuse of a man, the one who completely ruined my life. Alexander Marcellus. ---- Warning ⚠️: This story contains triggers like sexual and physical assault, strong usage of language, toxicity, abuse and many more themes which is not meant for younger audiences. Readers discretion advised. (18+)