18-years-old volleyball captain, Ben Miller, was a brainiac and bad guy who bullied the freshmen, made fun of the sophomores and played around with the senior girls just for fun. He had never been a nice guy. But behind those awful things he'd done in school, he was more than that, he was more than anyone had seen him in school. He had been through the roughest day anyone could ever imagine. This is a long journey of Ben's life. How he goes through everything in his miserable life and believes that he will find something worth living and fighting for. This is how he survives alone. This is how he feels the first real love, which he had doubted, existed all this time. This is his journey to get to the top of the mountain.