pairing: Atsumu Miya x Reader
scenario: just a quick fluffy drabble where Atsumu thinks you're asleep and tells you everything on his mind.
song: stalemate by love-sadKID and Mochi
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"Yeah, Samu I know I'll bring it in tomorrow. Hey Y/-" Atsumu started as he entered his shared bedroom with his girlfriend Y/N. He just got home from work and it was a long day so he wanted nothing more than to spend time with you.
But, she was sleeping. "What is it?" Osamu asked from the other line of the phone. "She's sleeping." Atsumu said before a small smile came across his lips. "Oh." Osamu spoke being a bit disinterested.
"It's kinda cute, she's wearing my jacket right now." He said noticing the Inarizaki jacket that was wrapped around his girlfriend's figure as she slept soundly. Atsumu walked over to Y/N and left a gentle kiss on her cheek.
"I hope she don't wake up." Atsumu said chuckling a little before letting out a soft sigh. "I'll call you later okay Samu? I gotta get Y/N into bed." He told his twin brother. "Yeah, whatever." Osamu scoffed before ending the phone call.
"Dang, I get no bye or anything? He's so salty." Atsumu muttered before picking up his girlfriend and pulling the covers of the bedsheets aside before gently placing her inside.
Atsumu ran a hand through his hair before kicking off his shoes and taking off his shirt. He looked back as soon as he heard movement coming from Y/N who was snug in the covers.
It was a false alarm, she was only stirring in her sleep. The blonde haired Miya twin sighed softly before getting into bed with Y/N and wrapping his arms around her waist beginning to spoon her.
"You know..." Atsumu looked at the feature's of Y/N's face before pressing a small kiss to her hair. She was sleeping which meant he could drop his guard right? He's been tense lately. Not just with Y/N, but with everything.
Volleyball practice for the Japanese National Volleyball Team was only getting worse and then he's a member of the MSBY Black Jackal at the same time which only makes his work load more.
Thanks to this, Atsumu and Y/N's relationship hasn't been rock steady. They argued a lot more than normal but that was because they miss each other so much. "We fight, argue, talk and cry and I still wanna be spending my life with you." He sighed through his nose as he started playing in his girlfriend's hair.
"You got me thinking about wifing you and your other personalities. The type that hate me despite what I'm making for my salary." Atsumu let out a bittersweet chuckle thinking of an argument him and Y/N recently had where she was upset that he never got to spend time with her.
And normally, he'd brush it off but she was right. Him and Y/N haven't spent good quality time together in months. It's actually been about half a year, and sometimes Atsumu feels bad knowing he hasn't been doing anything for her yet she still proceeds to smile at him and do things around the house for him even though she's busy with her own job.
It's been awhile since they've even just cuddled and talked to each other. "Love, you're perfect. Even at the surface and I'm nervous that maybe you'll just realize your worth...You'll notice I'm just a chore while you're a gift to this Earth. And then you'll leave me for good, and I swear I fear that the worst..." He mumbled as his arms unconsciously tightened around her waist at the thought of Y/N even leaving him.
"I see more than what meets the eye, Y/N. You're worried about me. And I can tell every single time you yell at me. You miss me, you really do. I miss you too...Honestly, I can't imagine life without you..." He snuggled his head into Y/N's neck.
Just then, he felt a hand stroking his hair. "...Were you listening to me this whole time?" He mumbled into her neck which caused Y/N to let out a small laugh. "I've been awake ever since you put me in bed. And thank you for that~" Y/N cooed softly as she snuggled her boyfriend and wrapped her arms around his neck from behind her head pulling him closer to her.
"I missed you, Tsumu." Y/N mumbled taking in his scent for the first time in forever. "I know and I'm sorry..." He spoke sadly not meeting her eyes. "But you know..." She started off which finally caused him to look into her eyes.
"Know what?" Atsumu whispered being curious about what Y/N was about to say. Were they about to have another fight again? If so, he'd take the blame. He's aware of how much of a terrible boyfriend he was lately and he'd own up to it.
"You don't need to be so insecure Atsumu. I love you."

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