The Ally's Blood (Kaisoo) (On Hold)

Chapter 11 : Conflicted feelings

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'' do you think this was a mistake ?" I questioned as we walked our way, I was still holding the map. Now and then checking if we were still on the right path.

Jongdae limped besides me pressing his lips together '' no .. I think it might actually help them become close to each other I figure both have scars from wars they fought ?"

I blinked down to myself at that. I knew most of what happened to kyungsoo, obviously I could never know it all because he was very closed and vulnerable about certain topics but I knew enough to be able and help or understand the least.

Chanyeol had a secret he kept from me for too long however.
He had no parents. He grew up in the castle with me and my parents. He was a brother to me in all but blood.

Yet he left to find himself... gone for years to return grown and sloghtly taller than me..
Back then my father declared him a hero for starting to pick up the sword and train, fight, win.

He'd become a knight, a grown up
but something was off. I've always figured it was because he was just a grown up now and I.. well I wasnt. He knew how life worked what had to be done, he had a plan unlike me.

But the way he'd acted, ever since kyungsoo it almost seemed like kyungsoo was shooting holes into his strong walls of facades.

'' jongin ?" I looked up at jongdae again as he glanced around confused.

'' did we walk in circles ?"
My eyes traveled down at the question when I looked onto the map aswell before behind myself.

'' no.. we should be there soon actually. There's the edge of the forest" I pointed foreward at the spot that the map probably lead to.

'' I think we probably had the wrong trail " jongdae exhaled looking over at the spot.

I looked down at the map once more before starting to step over to it now with him following close by.

'' for once I agree with you .." I sighed dropping the map with my hand against my thighs in disappointment.

''Then kyungsoo and chnayeol had the right path? " I blinked hesitant at jongdae once he stated it.

looking down at our map again I felt a feeling of worry slowly creep in.
'' we should try and follow their trail maybe they need help "

'' we dont even know the way"
Jongdae frowned and I looked up to see it slowly turning darker in the sky.
'' i know it's a right turn and then for the longest time straight foreward.. they will return soon now aswell if we hurry we can catch them on their way or maybe notice if something went wrong.."

I didnt want it to be shown but I felt a worried now, knowing that they had the right path. The both of them fought well, but it wasnt so great to imagen as a team.
And Somehow I had felt and expected me and jongdae to be on the right path. So I hadnt even thought of them encountering real danger till now.
I still havent learned to think things through even when kyungsoo basically told me over again that it was a bad idea.

As we walked and I thought of the both of them. All possible scenarios and arguments to calm my worries.

Then my head suddenly started pounding.

I inhaled and exhaled to calm it down when I rose my hand to my forehead as it grew worse by the second.
My hands started shaking.

'' jongin ?" I could hear jongdae question in worry as I stopped in my tracks moving my hand to my chest instead as it tightened and it was getting hard to breath.