The Ally's Blood (Kaisoo) (On Hold)

Chapter 1 : Nothing Left

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Silent,

That is how I would describe the atmosphere on that dark day.

Jongin cried very silently when we burried his father in the middle of the forest because there was no where else we could bury him and he needed to be burried.

I have learned that it was a human tradition to bury their lost ones.
Ofcorse I long knew before that burning them meant they would be sent to hell.

I did not believe in any of those sayings. As two faced as my mother was, she was not evil to be sent to hell if it even existed for all I knew.

Jongin believed in heaven and hell though he did not believe anyone was truly evil to end up in hell i found it interessting how he had his own opinion on those believes. To him hell was a place where people would learn to cleanse themselves and travel to heaven to be in paradise once they have redeemed themselves.

He believed I belonged to heaven with him.

But I cannot seem to care.. i just wanted to be with him no matter the place.

I have come to realize that even more when I saw him this broken.

This silent.

Almost like he did not want to make a sound to show he was hurt yet he could not hide the fact that he was.

I hugged him close and tightly while he was on his knees and I accepted chanyeol blaming me for the loss be cause i could not disagree with it.
I would have accepted it even if it came from jongin.

But jongin was silent.

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'' theres a million little reasons for why, I like your smile "

My eyes opened as I woke up from having dreamed back to the night we danced like we did not have a single care in the world.
Little did we know what would happen.

I swallowed sitting up from where I had been laying down sideways, realizing the jacket that had been laid over me while I was asleep.
It was jongins jacket and I turned my head to see him sleeping next to me, facing me with his back.

I hesitated looking around us to see our fire place close by with jongdae sitting by it.

Taking the jacket off me I laid it over jongin instead looking at him for a moment when i spotted how he was frowning as I laid my hand gently against his forehead. He was sweating possible from another bad dream but at least he was sleeping.

Sighing I stood up to hug myself as the cool breeze hit my body, i took a seat besides the servant.
'' you can rest now I will keep watch"

Jongdae turned his head a little to me as I reached my hands out to the fire wanting to wark them up.
'' aren't you sirens suppose to be resistant against the cold ? "

'' I am walking on 2 feet not a tail am I? Everything changed ever since I stepped on land "
He was quiet at that again, looking briefly over his shoulder at his prince and I looked away uncomfortable.

It had been 2 days, jongin insisted we should move further away from the castle in case they searched us.
Then there was this journey his father had talked to him about that we needed to find baekhyun again to explain. When none of us knew what.
Jongin tried acting strong as a leader should but I did not like it.