Cruel Aberration

Chapter 25

Anaya pov

While riding back to kee house , it was mad silence in the car.

All you could hear was the wind from the window that was crack in the back. Not even the radio was on .

I took my eyes off the road because I kept hearing sniffs from Kee.

When I looked at her, she was looking out the window and wiping her nose. That's when I decided to break the silence.

"Kee , what's wrong with u? Why are u stressing and didn't tell me? I asked

All I heard was more sniffs not one word came out of her mouth so I spoke again.

"Look Kee , I've been knowing u for so long , you know we tell each other everything so why is u keeping this away from me?"

"You're my friend , fuck my best friend , my sister . Kee just talk to me."

"I'm embarrassed to tell u that's why." kee said very lowly.

"Kee what every it is we can get through it , just how u help me get through this stuff that happen with Jeff."

".....ok you know how u have your mother even when she got kidnapped?"

"Or how whenever u call your cousins if u need them to help you?"

"Or how when u need mouche he is always there with no hesitation." she said.

"Yea what about it?" I asked

"Well all I'm saying is that u have family members to push u to do good even when u wrong or feel like giving up."

"Also how mouche don't ask no questions when u ask him to do a favor and y'all not even dating."

"Well yea he's my friend"

"Let me finish..., anyways I have family members that's still living and they know I moved here because I made sure of that."

"Hell my own grandma... Well I can understand because she old but a letter or something could have do."

"Even my own cousins know that I'm here and not one of them ever pick up the phone to call or text me to see how I was doing."

".....and then there's Jay , I haven't seen him every since y'all got Jeff."

"Some days even before I got pregnant it was just me and the house when I wasn't with u."

"Then he knows I'm pregnant and need extra help with things but nooo he still up in the streets not knowing if he can live to see another day."

"He always thinks just because I'm with u that I'm good but I'm no offense but you not the one that I laid up with and got pregnant , he is."

"Like I love him , I really do but I just feel like I'm in this alone , you know?"

"Kee, I don't know how it feels to not have family that is not there for me because like u said they are."

"Look Kee you know my mom and I was always here for u if u need anything but Jay he has got to stop and learn how to be a man before my god baby gets here. I said before hugging him.

Kee pov

I've been having all this stuff balled up inside of me.

I didn't want to feel like this but it some stuff that needs to be done.

It's said that my own family doesn't care...Well I can't say that but the way they acting , it feels like it.

Jay really needs to get his head together , because whenever he's doing in the streets needs to stop.

We have a family now and he needs to get it together.

I don't even wanna know if he cheats on me because I will fucking kill him on sight.

I will be so hurt, hell who wouldn't. He's my first love , first kiss, first everything.

I just hope he thinking with his head instead of his dick.