The 30 year plan | Namjin

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Namjoon lightly brushed away the hair that was over Jin's eyes. The older man was asleep, mumbling something lowly, he was probably dreaming. Namjoon couldn't help but smile as he saw his friend pout in his sleep, he even let out a little chuckle, which apparently was too loud because Jin instantly fluttered his eyes open.

"Joonie?" Jin mumbled as he sat up. "You still here?"

"Of course I'm here, I couldn't leave you alone hyung." Namjoon chuckled, cupping Jin's cheek sweetly. "C'mon, I was about to take you to bed." He said, grabbing his hyung's hand.

The older man got up, rubbing at his eyes cutely. He was a bit confused from the alcohol and from the drunken sleep, so it was Namjoon's job just to get him to bed. Jin wasn't a light weight but he definitely could get drunk in an hour and it took him more than an hour to get sober again. It was a good thing he had gotten drunk at home rather than at some random bar.

The two walked down the hall, Jin being dragged by Namjoon. Jisoo was already sound asleep in one of Jin's t-shirts with the leggings she already had on.

"Soso? Where is she?" Jin asked, his head spinning a little bit. Namjoon didn't look back.

"She's asleep in the guest bedroom." The brunette answered, continuing to walk forward, but Jin pulled at his arm which made him stop.

Jin was looking down before he looked up. He looked like he was near tears and his lip trembled, but Namjoon could tell he was trying to hold back. It honestly took the brunette by surprise when he saw his hyung like that.

"M'sorry I kissed her Joon-ah. We were just playing aroun' and-and it didn't mean anything since it was just with Soso." Jin whimpered, his lip still trembling. "Don't be mad with Jinnie." He pleaded while lightly squeezing Namjoon's arm.

Namjoon hadn't really expected drunk Jin to apologize like that. He was expecting his hyung to wake up next morning and brush it off completely, but here drunk Jinnie was apologizing. His hair was all disheveled and his lips were pouty, just absolutely cute for Namjoon. He appreciated the apology.

Perhaps it was twisted of Namjoon but those words 'It didn't mean anything since it was just with Soso', it gave him some reassurance. Why he needed reassurance? That was beyond him. Best friends weren't supposed to care if the other kissed someone else, they weren't supposed to feel a sting in their chest if that happened. But with Namjoon and Jin it was a bit different.

Just like he said that day, the lines were all blurred. Namjoon wasn't even sure where the line was between platonic and romantic love sometimes, not when he was with Jin. Nothing made sense when he was with Jin, yet in a strange way everything made sense at the same time.

Namjoon smiled lovingly at the ravenette before he reached forward and hugged him. He ran his fingers though the ravenette's hair as they hugged and then he felt Jin's arms wrap around his torso. It was a warm hug for the cold night.

"I forgive you hyung." Namjoon said softly, still stroking his hyung's hair.

"You do?" Jin questioned, his eyes more aware.

Namjoon nodded, smile still on his face.

Jin stared at his best friend for a second before tears came rolling down his puffy cheeks. Namjoon was obviously startled by that.

"Wh-what's wrong Jin-ah?! Why are you crying?!" Namjoon asked, super worried. He rushed to wipe the tears away, but they just kept pouring and then Jin pulled him into a hug again.

"I was-was just scared that you didn't want to be my hubby anymore!" Jin practically wailed into Namjoon's button down shirt. "Th-that you didn' love me anymore!"