this wasn't the plan 》s.w. / n.m.

twelve

Lexi's POV

my phone had 10 missed calls from nate. and yet it was still ringing. till a text message popped up.

from skate 😌

Where are you, I'm worried.

to skate 😌

don't be. I'm out fucking some guy rn. 👌

from skate 😌

you can't ignore me forever. we have to talk about this.

I just locked my phone, anxiously waiting for sam to get here. then finally I see his jeep pull up. and he hops out. "where's nate? why he didn't take you back home?" he asked as he grabbed my hand to pull me up. "I don't wanna talk bout it." I said walking past him to his car. I hoped in and he did so not too long after.

"lex. I know that your mad at me. believe me, I'm mad at myself, but can you just please forgive me. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that. but we were friends at one point. why aren't we now?" I turned away from the window and looked at him. I went to say something, then I stopped. why aren't we friends?

I know why. because if I get too close I know I'll start liking him again-- or even more. and I'll let my guard down and get cheated on again. this has happened to me plenty of times before.

"sam. I'm willing to be your friend but I'm not saying we'll be close like we were." he smiled and said, "one step at a time." we pulled up to the house and I rushed inside and saw nate. great. "lex" he got up and followed my to my room. "lexi. stop and just listen"

"WHAT" I snapped. "I didn't mean to say that. it was stupid I just wanted to put my point across. I want you so bad and I wanted you to see that. I'm jealous of Sam. even for that short time he had you. he had the most amazing girl ever at one point. I just went overboard this time. I'm- I'm sorry.." even his eyes became saddened. suddenly I felt as if this was all my fault.

"I did do it. you were only speaking the truth" I said walking up to face him. "I know but that still gave me no right to do that." I put my hand on his cheek and he hugged me. I'm still mad though so I said, "I guess we can be best friends again" he let out a groan, kissed my cheek, and left.

I took a shower and ate super. after that I went to my room. I heard a knock on my door. wait no. the bathroom door-- sam. "hey. come in" the door opened and shirtless sam came through the door. "hey" he smiled. "seriously kid, have you ever heard of this thing called a shirt?" I laughed and he smirked, "oh you know you like this." see what I mean, already being a flirt.

"what's up?" I asked sitting up in my bed. "nothing really. I just wanted to hang out. make up for the time we lost." he smiled. I nodded and then he crawled in bed next to me. we talked and laughed for hours. I got to know a lot about him and how he was before I met him. I told him how my life in Arizona was and blah blah blah.

I started getting tired and I let out a yawn and closed my eyes "come here" sam patted his chest. so I did as told and put my head on his chest and cuddled up to him. I closed my eyes. my lids were heavy so I couldn't open them. "lex?" I heard sam say, but I ignored him and pretended to be asleep. "I love you, I will get you back." and I felt him kiss my forehead.

the next morning:

I wake up and feel a warm body next to me. Sam. he's still asleep. im staring at him but then one eye opens. "staring at me, creep?" he laughed. "I thought you were asleep" i playfully smacked his arm and he laughed. God, he's perfect. nope. I can't fall for him again. nope I won't let it happen.

just as I'm thinking this, my mind is playing the imagine of us kissing. I want to kiss him so bad, but then I know he's no good. I know it. "why you staring at my lips? you wanna kiss me" yes, actually. "wait, huh-- oh, no. I zoned out." I laughed. but he didn't laugh. instead he closed his eyes and his face grew close to mine. I closed my eyes, waiting for him to plant a kiss but instead I hear him laugh.

"so you do wanna kiss me?" he laughed. my face grew red. "haha. very funny. did I ever tell you how much I hate you" I smiled sarcastically. all he did was laugh. I was bout to get up when he pulled my arm. "I'm just playing." he said. "I know. I was just gonna pick out my outfit." lie. but instead of him answering he sat up next to me. he put one hand around my waist and the other against my cheek and took me by surprise. he kissed me.

his lips were soft and tasted like peppermint. he kissed me so passionately. he adjusted us to where I was now laying on the bed with him by my side, still kissing.
"yo, have you seen s--" I heard gilinsky. we stopped kissing and his jaw was to the floor. "I'll go" he laughed and walked away. my lips were tingling for more. "guess I should go too." he bit his lip and got up. I now know my weakness. he is my weakness.

he did that on purpose. he was determined to get me back and he just teased me. like what?

anyways, guess I should get ready for the day. I put on my grey crop top, black leggings, and combat boots. I tied a plaid maroon flannel around my waist. I knocked on sam's door and he opened it. "so he does know what a shirt is" and we both chuckled. "wanna do something today? I don't wanna be bored all day." he smiled, "of course" and he grabbed his jacket and we left.

Nate's POV

Johnson, G, and I were watching tv when we heard laughing. we looked up and saw lexi and sam running down the steps and through the door.

"well I guess they are friends again" Johnson spoke up. "hmm" I heard a mumble from gilinsky.
"why you said 'hm' g?" i asked. "this morning I was trying to find sam. he wasn't in his room but then I went into lex's room and they were making out." gilinsky answered. "so you think they dating again?" Johnson asked. "no clue. but I hope they date again. Sam just hasn't been Sam without her."

this angered me. I poured out all my feelings to her, which I never do, and then she makes out with sam right after. this is one of the reasons why I don't just don't express my feelings. I always get hurt. "I'm going in my room" I say. I got up and dragged myself to my room. why am I so sprung up with this girl? why her? no one else has ever made me feel so much hatred and love at the same time.