this wasn't the plan 》s.w. / n.m.

twenty-one

Lexi's POV

yesterday was an interesting day, with the whole truth or dare game, but today's a new day. I'm not gonna make a stupid decision and end things with sammy because who knows, I might change my mind about nate, so I'll wait.

it's 12:00 and everyone is still sleeping except for me, Johnson, and Matt, so we're all going out to lunch. we hopped in Johnson's vehicle and went to chick-fil-a. we eventually grabbed a table, and talked about just anything.

"Lex?" Matt spoke up. "Yes, Matthew?" "I have a question" he said after gulping down his drink. "what's up?" I asked curiously, pushing my food to the side. "are you and nate dating?" what? why would he think that? I nearly chocked. "no, why?" I asked.

"well, at first, I had my suspicions that you and sam were dating again, but as soon as the boys arrived, he hasn't even acknowledged you, but nate can't even take his eyes off of you" the last part of his statement made my cheeks red from blushing. but Matt was right. Sam said he wanted to 'show me off' but he hasn't even said anything to me.

"really?" I asked with desperation in my voice. I was sad and angry with trying to deal with sam. he's been ignoring me. "yes" Johnson butted in. "well, geez. cause I am dating sam again and now that I think about it, he won't even look at me." I frowned. "its okay, everything will play out, just go with the flow." johnson smiled, so I forced one on my face.

we drove back to the house and saw everyone was awake. "hey" Nate smiled at me. "hey, I got you some food" I smiled handing him a bag because I know he's in love with chick-fil-a. "You're the best" he smiled at his bag and I chuckled, following him into the living room where everyone was at.

all the boys were talking amongst themselves, so I sat next to sam. He sat on the edge of the couch, turning his back to me and jumped into the conversation. did I do something? "sam" I tapped on his shoulder. he put his finger in the air, telling me to wait, but he never turned around. "SAM!" I screamed and everyone stopped talking. "what?" he asked irritated. "we need to talk. now." he nodded and followed me into the kitchen.

he leaned on the counter, "what's up, baby?" he grabbed my hand. "well, I was at lunch with Jack and Matt and guess what they asked me" I told him getting out of his grip and walking to the fridge. "what?" my focus went on him. "they asked if I was dating nate. they thought I was dating you but then they realize we barely talk. sam, ever since the boys got here you've been ignoring me and its pissing me off. show me off huh?" I snapped. "what you want me to say? oh hey guys 'were dating'?" "that's a start" he rolled his eyes. "I'm not gonna do that." he bumped my shoulder, about to walk out of the kitchen. I scoffed, "Sometimes, I wish I was dating nate" i mumbled. he didn't seem to hear because he just walked out.

"you what?" I heard a voice behind me. I turned around. there stood a scruffy boy, who had the cutest dimples in the world. he must've came in the kitchen the other way. "you heard all of that?" and nate nodded. well shit.

he took a step closer to me. "ya know, I could've told you sam was no good for you." I blinked rapidly not knowing what to say as he stood inches away from me. I put my hand on his chest, "I am still with him though" I ducked under him and left the kitchen. i know that wasn't right of me to do, to wish for him then reject him but would else is there to do, I am still in a relationship.

I walked into the living room, sitting in between Nash and Gilinsky and nate came in not too long after, sitting across from me in between Johnson and Matthew. I felt Jack tap me. "we have a lot to talk about" he whispered in my ear and I nodded sadly, agreeing.

we walked up to his room and I told him everything. about the lunch, up until nate started acting strange in the kitchen. from retelling the story and holding it in all day, I cried. he pulled me in for a hug.

"hey, it's okay. johnson was smart to tell you to just play along. because whatever happens, happens. if you end up with nate, great. even you work things out with sam, even better. only time will tell" he kissed my forehead. I removed my head from his chest and smiled up at him. he smiled back and wiped my tears away. "now let's go eat dinner" I never realized but we were talking a lot and time went by super fast. I nodded, following him down the stairs.

"THERE THEY ARE" Cameron yelled. I smiled and I saw the boys already ordered pizza, so I grabbed me a slice. I looked at sam who was into his phone. he bit his lip and grabbed a pillow and put it on his lap obviously hiding his bulge. Nash leaned over his shoulder. "OH SAM GOT A BOOTY PIC" all the boys laughed but his face was red, he looked up and noticed me staring at him. he gave me an apologetic look. (A/N: I'm laughing so hard rn😂)

really? we get in one fight and he's getting nudes from other girls? tears were stinging the corners of my eyes. I looked at gilinsky who had a worried look on his face. "excuse me" my voice cracked as I stood up and I ran to my room. I slammed the door shut and fell face forward on my bed. I screamed into my pillow and then saw that my pillow was stained with tears.

I went to the restroom to try to scrub the black of my mascara off of the white pillow. I sobbed even harder when I became aggravated knowing it wasn't going to come out. I ran into my room and laid down and sobbed softly and I heard my door open. I was half-hoping it was sam to come and explain. but nope it wasn't.

"lex? are you okay?" nate asked sitting next to me. "never better" I smiled, sarcastically. "he's a fuckboy anyways" he laughed. I smiled at his comment. his dimples were so cute, I grabbed his cheeks and pulled him close to me. "lex" he asked not knowing what I was about to do. "shh" was all I said before I crashed my lips into his. he gladly kissed back.

he wrapped his arms around my waist, pushing me down on the bed. "you don't know how much I wanted to do this" he smirked, and I just smiled. he kissed me again, but hungrily, making the kiss deeper, if that was possible. I disconnected my lips from his and smiled when he laid next to me. "goodnight" I pecked his lips. "goodnight" he repeated and snuggled his face inside the crook of my neck.

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