this wasn't the plan 》s.w. / n.m.

seven

Lexi's POV

my eyes batted until I could see clearly. i felt naked under the sheets. I looked around the room and I realize this isn't my normal settings. I turned to my right and saw Sam peacefully sleeping.

then all my memory from last night flooded through my mind, I lost my virginity to Sam. then my phone dinged.

from Hudson💋
hey baby. it's been a while since we spoke.

"Shit, Shit, Shit" I jumped out of the bed wrapping a blanket around myself. then Sam woke up and got out of bed and put on his sweatpants. "what? what's wrong?" he asked grabbing my cheek. I was trying to avoid eye contact.

I grabbed his hand that was on my cheek. "this. us. we weren't suppose to happen" then I pulled his hand away. "but It did. and I couldn't be more happier that It did. lex--" but I cut him off. "last night was a mistake" I looked in his eyes.

"no, no, it wasn't" it almost looked as if his eyes were watering. "if this wasn't right, then we wouldn't have done it." then he Grabbed my hand "I don't know bout you but this is completely real to me and I want nothing more than to be with you."

I pulled my hand free. "sorry I can't. I told Hudson, which is my boyfriend, I wanted to wait and then end up with you." I looked away from him.

"then maybe you and Justin don't belong together. your more than a one night stand to me." he leaned in to kiss me and I turned away. "it's Hudson & I can't. sorry"

i walked into the restroom and showered. then I got dressed into a black diamond crew neck and my sweatpants then wrapped my hair in a bun. I walked downstairs to see all the boys sitting at the couch except Sam.

"where's Sam? he's usually the first one to be downstairs." Johnson asked. "idont know?" I replied. all the boys went upstairs but nate.

"so the boys just came home this morning but I snuck back in about 3:15ish. I heard you and Sam last night." he laughed wiggling his eyebrows. "and from those noises I'm guessing he's still sleeping cause he's exhausted"

"well it kinda didn't play out good this morning." I said. "what you mean?" "well I like sam and all but I have a boyfriend and I don't know what to do." speaking of boyfriend, my phone dinged.

from Hudson💋
or don't respond back.

to hudson💋
sorry. I was sleeping. heyy👋

from Hudson💋
it's 12:00.

to hudson💋
yeah they threw a party last night and it ended at four. it was pretty crazy.

it's officially been three days since Sam and I slept together. it's been three days since Sam and I even talked to each other. No one was home except me and Sam.

Sam walked down stairs and saw me. "hi" he waved. "hey" I half smiled. he poured some cereal and we sat in silence for about 10 minutes when he spoke up.

"why don't you talk to me anymore?"
"I can't Sam" I frowned. "why? we were friends before the party. so we can be friends now, even if that means that's all we can be."

"I can't talk to you. I can't be friends with you" I started raises my voice. "WHY?" he yelled coming face to face with me. bringing my voice almost to a whisper I said, "cause then I'll do this" and then I kissed him.

as soon as I grabbed his cheeks and kissed him he grabbed my waist kissing me back. I opened my mouth giving him an entrance. all our kisses were passionate. not this one, this one was hard. like he was craving me like I was craving him. just when I was bout to jump on him i saw a flash.

we stopped kissing him when I heard Matts high pitched laugh with the rest of the boys laughing as well. gilinsky just took a picture. "don't put that anywheres, G" sammy said. "I guess it's too late for that" Johnson laughed looking over Gilinskys shoulder. just then my phone and sam's phone chirped at the same time.

"@jackgilinsky: is @sammywilk in.... love? 😂😂 @lollexxi"

"Jack take it off" I said. "I don't think you should've posted that" Nate said stepping in. "why does Sam have a girlfriend we don't know about" Matt laughed. "no but lex has a boyfriend" Sam stepped in. then the boys all stopped laughing.

but now it was too late. my phone started going off crazy:

jasmine👅
dude. wtf? you kissed sammy? what bout Hudson? and when you said friends I didn't think you meant you were staying with them!!!!!!

lily:
ayo. you kissed sammy? get some👅😂

Ava:
ONG YOI KISSEF SAM!

Claire:
when you kissed Sam, did Hudson even occur to you?

even my mom texted me:

momma👭
I was on Facebook n saw a pic of u and a boy kissing. did u break up w hudson

but one message stood out to me.

Hudson💋
you have one text message to explain. if I don't like it were done.

"I'm gonna kill you gilinsky. the picture is already on different websites" I looked at him almost as if my threat became a promise. and he ran upstairs.

to Hudson💋
he asked to kiss me. I put my hands on his cheek and said no but then he hurried and grabbed my waist. I couldn't get out of it. if you don't believe me pick me up in LA. I will stay in Arizona the rest of the summer.

Hudson💋
I'll be there tomorrow. but can't promise you'll like being in Arizona w me.

my eyes teared up. I ran upstairs and bawled my eyes out. I guess I deserved it. I shouldn't have fell for sammy.