Another promise broken
Words that go unspoken
They now almost go up to my elbow
When you ask why, I say I don't know
No full meal in days
Dizziness when I run away
Hear my heart when I stand
This is far from what I had planned
Tired all the time
Pain fills every rhyme
I just don't know what to say
I can't keep blades away
Wishing for help to show
If only people would know
But I can never tell you completely
How many times depression has beaten me
In my 13 years I've felt more pain
Than words can even begin to explain
The lives of those around me would be better
If I could just learn to say whatever
If I could simply just not care
What others though, then I would swear
To forever put the blades away
And live a fully blood-free day
At one AM I lay awake
Feeling my heart burst and break
And I may not say this aloud
But I honestly get nervous in those big crowds
So I continue to lie away
While wondering why I never say
The words I dream to get off my chest
But the right person still hasn't pressed
Hard enough to hear those words
That I can't even say to my girls
Even though they're my best friends
That goes passed where the line ends
To truly, fully, completely conclude
I still have way to much to prove
And though I still say my lies
I have to believe someone hears my cries
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Poems
PoetryI was going through some stuff in my room, and found an old book. It was full of these poems. I decided to share them with you. There is some deep stuff in here. I hope you enjoy it, and if you think it sucks, sorry. I guess I took it off of the pub...
