I feel like I'm in another world
Feeling so alone
I feel like I'm in a separate life
Where did my home go
I listen to the same songs
But they don't mean the same
I feel like life means nothing anymore
As if I live in a game
It is hard to move on
I feel like I'm running in mud
I don't know how to move forward
Here comes the next flood
I know I'm gonna drown
If I don't get out quick
I just cant make my legs move faster
Am I pulling bricks
I am trying hard to move forward
Leave my past behind
Create my new future
But they are now entwined
I waste my time
Getting them apart
Pulling the pieces
Out of my heart
What I've said in the past
Doesn't matter now
I'm trying to be a different person
As long as life allows
It is harder than you think
Moving on from my past
Those memories don't just go away
They're in my brain to last
I don't if I'll ever forget
The pain I felt those days
The ones when life seemed impossible
From which I ran away
Back when I didn't have help
Before anyone knew
I really did tell people back then
The number was just so few
I didn't know who I could trust
I'd been lied to before
I still don't know what to believe
Some words are just a trap door
One to my own little prison cell
One to send me away
Because the truth is, they don't know
That I'm not really okay
They think I've moved on
From all the pain
They think all that's left
Is the strength I'll gain
But the truth is that
I'm still so far away
My brain is the only thing
That has half-way stayed
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Poems
PoetryI was going through some stuff in my room, and found an old book. It was full of these poems. I decided to share them with you. There is some deep stuff in here. I hope you enjoy it, and if you think it sucks, sorry. I guess I took it off of the pub...